Shut That Door Again - A Poem
People said once you got the core of your problem, the solution will come to you as easy as you breath. But actually, this is not always the case.
In my study about human emotion I found, there are people who walk around sources of emotion and refused to get involved with others too close, to the point of never trusting their love and life on other's hand.
They was lead by fear and helpless to break through the cycle. They always craving love but afraid to the outcome of loving someone. Their heart already seen it better days; worned out by the pain so bad caused it block itself from the world. It will fail to see the solution even it already lined up in front of the person. It just terribly painful and caused the emptiness grow, succumbed all sign of happiness until it gone away, and the person will be drown inside boring life.
This poem tried to capture this emotion. And I always love playing with words.
I hope it is enjoyable.
Almost all the pain already unfolds
Recognition beyond believe
Weaknesses starting to line up
Showing up its shameless facelift
Little by little, in slow paces
It created undeniable hollow
Battered heart, Shattered faces
Where is the rope it was follow?
I know now
In my way to isolated the pain
Tears failed to flow
But then even in realization, I’d see
How frightening it is to be free
Alone in this disturbing world
Try to catch something to hold
And that was why
I gave kisses
To the painful heart
Asked for it forgiveness
Hope for it lightness
Before mentally shut the door again
Right after sent all bravery away
Let's sit with mother’s hen
And gave away the end
© 2012 Freya Cesare