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Sincerity of Irritation

Updated on November 24, 2010

You opened your mouth...

louder then words I heard intent...

but words didn't match intent...

I gandered a pass to express what I knew...

only to find a plug stopped the way...

I tried to push through...

speaking all the louder...

it didn't matter...

words became confusion...

A fool I am that way...

trying to speak when there is mud in the way...

earth's finest clay...

good for much else...

mixes with earwax and cant be unstuffed...

I understand now the anger with that stuck in there...

in dumbfounded amazement I stair...

as bees come out to sting...

my charitable attempt a waste...

Why do I bother talking to paste...

always the same result...

insanity by name...

I care for the stings...

I hurt for the mind dying inside...

naught to feed but to eat at its own self...

a broken record, scratched to discard...

someone once noble for me to bereave...

snot and saline staining my sleeve....


How do I get in this mess you might ask?

If futile my effort is a well worn path...

I can't remember when this wasn't the way...

but my Father asked it of me...

so in that path I must stay...

I would rather laugh then shed many more tears.


Excuse my effrontery, I am ever sincere...

truthful to the last though it all might seem relative...

I can't see it that way and won't till the end...

don't ask me to break or bend to the masses...

In the name of my truth I will make many more passes...

Now I can't laugh forever...

so here in the cold...

my heart sheds a tear for being too bold.

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    • Jaggedfrost profile imageAUTHOR

      Jaggedfrost 

      7 years ago

      I am glad it moved you and you liked it, long time no see daydreamer, welcome and thank you.

    • daydreamer13 profile image

      daydreamer13 

      7 years ago

      So moving! Brilliant piece!

    • Jaggedfrost profile imageAUTHOR

      Jaggedfrost 

      7 years ago

      Thanks Twolittlehands I will.

    • twolittlehands profile image

      twolittlehands 

      7 years ago from Utah

      Thank you for continuing to try to help, even though it is not always understood or appreciated.

      Keep up the wonderful writing, please.

    • Jaggedfrost profile imageAUTHOR

      Jaggedfrost 

      7 years ago

      You are right, these emotions did work for better pros then lay expression. I may consider that in future.

    • Jaggedfrost profile imageAUTHOR

      Jaggedfrost 

      7 years ago

      Happy Thanksgiving to you too and thanks for stopping by.

    • Jason R. Manning profile image

      Jason R. Manning 

      7 years ago from Sacramento, California

      KC,

      This is your way; you create beautiful prose, what better way to show frustration and anger with finesse and beauty over brawn and banter? This is terrific. Happy Thanksgiving.

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