Speculations of Mine
God's Grace 15/12/2015
I'm supposed to spread the Christmas cheer
Yet my heart is overwhelmed with sadness
I keep on reminding myself that Jesus is near
Don't know when He will lift up my darkness.
Whenever I say something not nice about someone
Even just what happened which are not nice
Even just sharing things about others with my mom
Later it feels terrible and totally disappointed with myself.
Talking or writing I don't know which one is more scary
Dreams or visions I don't know which one drove me crazy
Fear or anger I don't know which one I did mostly
But all I know is that Jesus is the only hope for my stupidity.
Singing and dancing always made me so happy
Unfortunately doing it seems all so temporarily
Now reading or watching programs makes me sleepy
Cannot understand why I have to be .
Little life lessons I learnt from my father's stories
"Do to others what you want them do to you"
Not the best when it comes to practicing this
I wish I'm more caring enough to do.
Love keeps no records of wrongs one might do
But I just seems to remember some of the bad things
Which rob my strength and peace as it cut through,
The heart of mine as it finds it hard to keep things hidden.
As a Little Rock whenever I don't feel firm, strong or safe
So then I tend to call myself in my third name
Which means 'Grace' as it reminds me of 'God's Grace'
So daily I live to adore and magnify His glorious Name.
- Power Couple
One of the couples who inspire me.
Dynamic Duo 16/12/2015
This is a story of once young love
A boy and a girl who walked out of love
They thought they were too young
Separated to find God's will and time.
He saw another out of the place
Which didn't workout as it wasn't the same
But God who thought it's time for some action
A bomb was blasted when he was inside of a train.
Yes it was one unforgetful day
Bodies lying, blood was shed
After many days he opened his eyes
At the hospital The She was at his side.
She accepted him as he was
She cared and shared as she once was
Sooner God said it was time for them to be one
They united in God the father, Holy Spirit and the Son.
She was an airhostess who had a spine pain
Which made it worse that she was unable to walk even with a cain
She was bed ridden for almost four long years
The faith in Christ and the love for her children they prayed in tears.
The test of time can show how you are made of
Thank and praise God, healing came from above
Now she works as a wedding and an event planner
The dynamic duo works as a team to inspire the young.
Sharing and Caring
I see elderly homeless and on the pavement
Some have no place to eat, be clean and rest
It is saddening to see people like them
I hope this Christmas would be pleasant for them.
This is why I have always admired the missionaries
Who commit their lives to care for others
To put medicine by cleaning their wounds
Hugging and kissing, feeding the hungry tummies.
There's this man in his sarong and dirty shirt
He walks down the road with a gaze of search
A sick wounded dog at his heels keeping company
They spend their time near a Food City.
Another with a white full beard and wearing white
All I hear is the gibberish as I pass by
I simply hope there's a home for all
Enough money to take care of them all.
I visited Sheni the Peni and her sister Tehi
It's their turtle brought some fine memories
When I was not a teen but a kid
I went for spend the days at my cousins.
They had two turtles in their pond
We ate turtles' long eggs for lunch
It tasted different and didn't like that much
I was a bit scared when it put it's head out.
It's thick greenery hard shell and slipperyness
Seems to be a great support and good for protection
Well as I remember they had caged love birds
A dog and two big fish tanks including cats.
Oh well, my father's elder brother is a good chef
He used to entertain all Chinese and Thaiwan men
As he translated and good in languages
He also did some coral cutting side business.
We went to the movies all dressed alike
We were crazy over Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
And Popeye the sailor man cartoons
It was such an awesome time.
Tuk Tuk 16/12/2015
The Tuk Tuk Taxi, the famous three--wheeler
Creep through even from the small entrance
You could see in the traffic light and comfy
An easy ride no parking expectancy.
Well some drivers are nice and some annoying
On the road you can be in so many moods as it's tiring
According to my mom one can be kind or even scary
So it's better to believe in Jesus when travelling.
One morning as she was stuck in the traffic
She was getting late to go to her office
While it was raining the nice driver said
She could take his umbrella and return it later again.
So there she was with the umbrella at her office for two weeks
Thinking that the Tuk Tuk driver would come for it
To her the Holy Spirit convinced to take it
Thank God she came early through the rain with the help of it.