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Stillness Through the Storm

Updated on September 3, 2017
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Mary has loved writing ever since she was a young child, writing and reading have helped Mary through some very hard times in her life.

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She sits outside in the dead silent, stillness of the night as she has so many nights before


There is always so many thoughts that run through her head, as she listens to the silence


No matter how much joy she seems to get from dreaming about her future


She just can't seem to escape the pain of her past


Something always seems to be lurking underneath the surface


Waiting to crush every ounce of happiness that enters her life


She often finds herself wishing she could scream out what happened to her


Every horrible memory that she can never forget


Then maybe, just maybe she could begin the process of healing


Each year that passes takes another piece of her voice and what little dignity she has left


No matter how much time has gone by she still feels the hurt and sorrow


In this moment of silence she feels compelled to cry and grieve


She has done this many times before


For she knows this sadness will leave as soon as it has come


So with one last goodbye she closes her eyes and prays


Then waits for the storm to pass and fade away into the stillness of the night

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    • prettynutjob30 profile imageAUTHOR

      Mary 

      3 years ago from From the land of Chocolate Chips,and all other things sweet.

      Thank you guys so much for your nice comments.

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      Shyron E Shenko 

      3 years ago from Texas

      I love this "calm before the storm" then waiting as the winds increase and then the storm hit and passes.

      Just beautiful Mary, voted up UABI and shared.

      Blessings and (((((Hugs.)))))

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      travmaj 

      3 years ago from australia

      So true, all the agonising, all the sadness, your captured this in your words I particularly like - 'It always seems to be lurking underneath the surface, behind every happy moment' So true. Thank you -

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      Bronwen Scott-Branagan 

      4 years ago from Victoria, Australia

      That waiting can take time. Thank you for a beautiful poem.

    • prettynutjob30 profile imageAUTHOR

      Mary 

      4 years ago from From the land of Chocolate Chips,and all other things sweet.

      Thank you guys for commenting.

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      Gypsy Rose Lee 

      4 years ago from Riga, Latvia

      We just have to go one and there are broken hearts which mend through faith or always seem to ache.

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      Leni Sands 

      4 years ago from UK

      I don't kn ow what to say...I am lost for words

      Incredible!

    • prettynutjob30 profile imageAUTHOR

      Mary 

      4 years ago from From the land of Chocolate Chips,and all other things sweet.

      Sallie Ann, that was beautiful and thank you for commenting.

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      sallieannluvslife 

      4 years ago from Eastern Shore

      "Be still and know that I am God" - a God who can handle anything the earth heaps on us, we have but to just lay it all at His feet and have the strength to leave it there.

    • prettynutjob30 profile imageAUTHOR

      Mary 

      4 years ago from From the land of Chocolate Chips,and all other things sweet.

      Thank you for commenting Easy E, my favorite way of expressing my feelings has always been through my writing.

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      Eric Pelka 

      4 years ago from State College, Pennsylvania

      Absolutely stunning. Truly captures the hopelessness of fear and sadness. That moment when it all feels like we are going to drown. Too often, do we forget to stop, close our eyes and breath. The storm will always pass. The use of the storm as and extended metaphor was excellently done. Very awesome and insightful. You a have a gift for words I can only hope I am living up to.

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