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Begging For My Desires To Be Heard

Updated on July 26, 2011

Trying To Make Sense Of It All

As my day leaps forward I fall back

I remain stuck to the roof of your mouth like a piece of bread dying to get free

When my family and relatives all seem to be going where they want to be I go in a different direction

I go to work and I am focused and other coworkers want to be anywhere but here

When I am at home I am happier than I have ever been

I am always looking for solutions to the slightest problems

Even with all my excitement and enthusiasm I cannot get things done

As my journey to new ideas lead me on to a new adventures on borrowed time

I am constantly looking through the looking glass and see an incredible life each time I keep trying to get into with no avail

I feel like an Eskimo trying to cut through the thick ice with dull tools

I know what I want and I keep searching for ways to get there

As nature soothes my aches and pains

I go to sleep and rest my deepest thoughts on my pillow of life

Each time wondering when will enough be sufficient and then I can finally make the cut

I sense thoughts that others dismiss without a whim

I feel the need to help but with what direction will I be best suited for

Future fantasies and illusions shape my world

For I feel the happiness of another

I can take any good emotion and let it roam

For it has a home with me and I find many places for it

I can spend hours reflecting and enjoying one such a moment

Each day history erases my tracks where I have to begin fresh

I take on all challanges but I am still suspended in time

One of my greatest joys is talking to anyone who has a new thought or idea to develop

For my ideas are like anchors that line the bottom of the ocean slowly leaving their mark

I am not sure when my boat will return but when I do my ideas will slowly change into lobster traps that we pull up daily to check

Waiting for the greatest catch

Where all my effort and energy will finally pay off


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    • DREAM ON profile imageAUTHOR

      DREAM ON 

      7 years ago

      Dim Flaxenwick We have been friends for some time.I honestly say you make my day.I get all choked up and I may sputter.Then in a little while I run just fine.You have given me the time to run wild with excitement and pleasure that I will always try to pull out my yard stick and measure.Your words are special and I save them like a midnight snack to nibble on when I need a pick me up.Have a beautiful and safe day.

    • Dim Flaxenwick profile image

      Dim Flaxenwick 

      7 years ago from Great Britain

      Effort is a good word to use concerning you, Dream On.

      You are constantly trying to pass your enthusiasm for life onto others.

      The way you do it through such beautiful words is a constant pleasure to me.

      This hub was no exception. Thank you.

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