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Supposed To Love

Updated on July 1, 2014

There were others before you

ones that made me smile

ones that made me cry

and made my heart ache

They threw some

bandaids at me

told me to take care

of myself

Left me alone

Left me scared

so beyond scared

But you scared me

too

More than anyone before

saying sweet things

I only used to hear

from liars

so I stayed

away

I kept my heart

locked up

not giving you

the right key

so this is my formal

apology

for not letting myself

be happy

with you.

I’m sorry

I couldn’t

make myself

love you

the way

you loved me.

I was selfish

and took my heart

away from you

snatched it away

and locked it up

cold and lonely

not letting you

warm it

maybe it was

calling for you

and I just

shut my ears

refusing to listen to it

But now we’ll

never know

so I’m sorry

but thank you

for making me feel

wanted

and loved

And here’s where I’m sorry

again

I took your feelings

used them

to fill my ego

and slowly

I

became

my

own

worst

enemy.

I did to you

what he did to me

and words

will never be enough

to forgive myself

and to apologize

but I have to try

so this is it

my final apology

to try and make

things right

so we don’t look back

one day

and wish things

had been different.

So I hope

one day

that you meet

someone

who will love you

as much as

I

was

supposed

to

love

you.

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