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The Last Of It All

Updated on May 8, 2017
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Brittany Banks is a young woman who likes to help people in difficult situations.

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Inhouse- April 27, 2009

Everyone writes-

Everyone is quiet.

The keys on a keyboard,

Are clicking.

If you make a sound,

Or show any laughter,

It will turn,

Into a disaster.

I guess it's a crime,

To show some pride.

I feel like I'm in a dog pound,

Where no one will ever be found.

The room is small.

The desk is big.

The only thing I want to do,

Is get out of here.

Torn- July 22, 2010

My heart is torn.

The veins, arteries, and capillaries.

The valves stopped shutting.

The blood stopped flowing.

My heart stopped.

Smoke surrounded.

The aorta stopped.

My body freezes.

I open my eyes,

As I see my soul-

Look me in the eyes.

And I wave goodbye.


If You Really Knew Me

My name is Brittany.

If you really knew me,

You would know-

My father hurt me.

You should know-

That everyone has,

A messed up childhood.

That one child-

Looks up to at least one person.

Therefore, I had none.

If you really knew me,

You would know-

That I rely on other people.

And they rely on me twice as bad.

Other people have someone to rely on,

But who I rely on,

Is worse than me.

I try to be better,

But it doesn't seem to show.

If you really knew me,

You would know-

That I will always hate my life.

And that it will never end.

I can't do this.

I have tried to commit suicide-

Maybe once or twice.

And that's because,

I thought no one cared.

There's one person that caused this,

And that person-

Was my dad.

That's why I cried back when,

Every day and night.

He never cared-

Or else he would never touch me.

I never got an explanation-

Why he hurt me.

I never talk to him now,

I don't want to.

I shouldn't have to.

He doesn't deserve anything from me.

And he never will.

Until he realizes,

What he has done to me.

That will never happen,

Because I am now free.

Has someone ever hurt you that you will never forgive?

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© 2017 Brittany Banks

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