The Storm Inside Of Me
There is a storm inside of me and my emotions are in the eye of it.
I know I should take shelter but my body, known as she, decides to sit.
My heart is tearing into a thousand pieces but yet she does not stir.
All I can do is sit here and console myself because I am a part of her.
She is a temporary shell that I call my home.
And without her I would be lost and all alone.
My emotions are heavy, my mind is weak.
The storm is getting more intense but yet she still does not speak.
I have to overpower her so she can see.
How this is affecting me.
If we don’t take cover before the storm pass.
How will I survive? How I surpass?
The devastation that lies before me.
She has to know. She has to see.
But in the blink of an eye all the damage is over and done.
The storm has taken over my emotions. It has finally won.
Now I have risen to an unwanted state.
Another Bipolar episode has driven me to an uncontrollable fate.
© 2011 Karen A. Harris