The Struggle Is Indeed Real
So it was hell of a struggle to know her name but it was worth it. So finally I knew her name but yet had no guts to text her. However the thought of mentioning this to my friends made me think twice on it. They would definitely try to goad me to text her.
I kept it a secret which I had to disclose at some point of time, so I did text her. It was a good response. I enjoyed her company. An apple a day keeps a doctor away they say but a text from her would always cheer me up. That Good Morning from her made me savvy what good morning actually meant.
I did get good morning texts from other before but that good morning text from her actually made my morning good. Oh! And an emo with it, I would picture out her in that emoji.
So I didn’t want to miss any classes. Actually I didn’t miss classes before but I would slack every time to wake up for pre medical sessions but then she had morning classes which kept me going. I would find ways to keep myself entertained out there. I would be focusing on studies because she would always incentivize me for studies. Yet I would manage ways to text her.
I waited for that Ting! Ting! Fervently! And would rush to catch bus to get to the college.
I would randomly sit somewhere, she would always manage a table next to my table. Every time I looked at her, I felt in love with her. And I would not know and be doing silly things. I would try keeping balls of steel every time but her smile melted my heart every time.
I would get a mug of water for her and then just leave because I knew when I look at her, I could do nothing else but just look at her. Love drives you crazy !
So we had only two recesses and a lunch break. But that wasn’t at all enough for me. I would sneak out every other period to see if she’s there. 8 out of 10 times, she would be there.
I used to smile and she smiled back every time. I would run in then to not get caught.
Every time she smiled, I felt GOOGLE is wrong, GOOGLE is useless, every time gives me wrong answers, when I google my symptoms shows me cancer! GOOGLE is making fool out of people!
Smile is the best thing that you can do with your lips GOOGLE ! Stop making people fool. I won’t be fooled that easily. And the next hour, I would be googling “Ways to Impress a Girl and What does it mean when someone smiles back at you?”
© 2020 Samip Katwal