FRAGMENTED SUN ☀
My sun is going down.
Ornamental are withering off.
Stars are falling from the sky,
Cause the sky is not fit for habitation anymore.
My world is toxicated with hatred.
I felt loving you is the best thing to ever happen to me.
But my instinct was wrong.
My love for you crumbled like a castle built in the beach.
My ear was filled up with your lies.
Your lies were just like venom in the mouth of a snake.
That could terminate a life within a second with just a bite.
But your lies killed me ten thousand times when I could only die once,
when you open your mouth to speak .
A million years built sun is falling apart .
No one could fix it anymore .
Everyday of my life,
I thought you will return my love one day.
All you could return was hatred and grief.
You pissed me off.
Made mockery of me, mortify me .
You compared me with men around.
You made my story a laughing stock for the day.
My daylight was drown in the dark.
Oh what a beautiful sun falling apart.
Illumination doesn't walk in path any longer.
I tried taking pain reliever to relief the pains and heal the scar you left in my heart.
I realised, I was addicted to drug and alcohol.
The scar later became a tumor .
My life was devastated.
My treasury drowned, My love sinked.
My emotions flew away.
My wings became ugly ,I could no longer fly.
I cried out.
Nobody could come to my rescue.
No canvas to sail my yacht.
No compass to find my way.
My presence felt nothing to you.
I woke up from this nightmare all I could see you've gone for good.
© 2019 Ebi Charles