The waves of regret
Sitting...starring at the wall not knowing if I am alone or lonely.
The scares so deep that they no longer bleed.
Constantly living in darkness where echos of the past deafen my ears to the future.
The sadness washes over my soul like a title wave. I am consumed, taken under unable to breath while the waves thrash my mind against the jaged rocks along the shore.
I am sadened, sadened by the loses, the mistakes and the unfairness that life has dished out, and yet I linger....I linger in hopes that the seas of my thoughts will calm. That blue skys will one day come and my soul will sail in peace once more.