The Way to Improvement
What am I?
I asked myself, and the answer I got made me crestfallen, because that was the moment I knew, I was flawed and caitiff, and nocuous and sometimes a very roguish person, and I again looked deep inside me and I found I wasn't forbearing and choleric and as I thought deeper I found a thousand things that were making me a person that I was before, but the one thing that was the mother of all these was not being forbearing, I was never a forbearing person and that made me a bad soul.
It took time to realise that I was deeply flawed, but it lessened all the burden, all the anger and wickedness I had, and the day I realised I started bettering myself, I practiced forbearance, it hurted me as I started but as time flies I loved being such a person, because that made me happier, that made me admit my mistakes, that made me such a gladsome person, because I knew then, if I won't let go of what I am, I'd never be the new me, it won't let me grow; we're all like seasons and weathers, we fall in autumn and we bloom in spring, we rain in monsoon and we shine in the sun, and to grow we need to feel everything and let go of what makes us wretched and incomplete.
We need to accept that we're wrong and try making ourselves a better person for ourselves, as soon as I realised that I need to step up for my betterment, I practiced forbearance, and we all need to practice certain things for bettering ourselves, and learn that the heart is only at peace when you're at peace and this peace comes when you're forbearing.
We are all dead if we're not at peace because peace is the food to our souls and we need this peace to be alive, and it only comes when we grow, when we let go of all the dead petals and bloom the new one's, we need to be the sun to light up the moon in then darkest nights, and be the change in our own lives, because we're the one's affecting our lives and no one else, so the change should start with us and no one else.
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© 2019 Soubh