Then There are the Days...
The sun hits the grass just right, and it reminds me of the solar eclipse last year. I feel like I did that day. A bit off. More than a bit. Very surreal. It reminds me of just how strange this world is. For instance, why a full, perfect solar eclipse at all? it is extremely unlikely. The moon is exactly 400 times smaller than the sun,and also exactly 400 times closer to the Earth. Very weird. There is nothing else like it in our solar system. Very wyrd. This is the strangeness of our world.
There are other strange anomalies, such as the weird geometry of the Earth and moon. The Earth and moon "square the circle". The ratio is exactly 3:11. If you make a circle the same circumference as the perimeter of a square, and superimpose the circle over the square, you square the circle. Then make another circle inside the square. This represents the Earth. If you put a smaller circle on top, with the center on the larger circle, this smaller circle represents the moon. The dimensions of Stonehenge show this geometry as well. The ancients knew this.
I had been feeling "normal" for four weeks, until I woke up this morning. I didn't get as much sleep as usual. But I felt wide awake at 7:30 A.M. for some reason. Now I feel spacey and a bit "off". A little surreal. Like the day of the eclipse. Everything seems really quiet.
I hate being alone on days like this. It will be hours until my boyfriend comes home. I have been texting him, and he thinks it's just lack of sleep. it could be. Or I forgot to take my meds last night.
I just looked at the clock, and it said 10:32. I get that number quite often. Half of 132 is 66, and half of 66 is 33. Canonical numbers. Three is probably the most important of the canonical numbers. 33 is very significant. There are 33 vertebrae in the human body. We are midway between the very large and the very small, with 33 being the scaling factor. Jesus lived for 33 years. I don't think it's a coincidence.
Three to the third power is 27. keep multiplying by 2, and you get the canonical series, 54, 108, 216, 432, 864. The moon's radius is 1080 miles, it's diameter 2,160 miles. The sun's radius is 432,000 miles, it's diameter 864,000 miles. I don't think this is a coincidence either.
I began to see 108 on my iphone, sometimes with the time even going backwards to get my attention. I began to see it even before I knew it's significance. I didn't know what it meant at the time. I see this as communication, from what I call the Universe.
Back eight years ago, everything was "normal". Now I know the world is very strange. Something strange is going on. It is not what the average person thinks it is. I believe the Earth is at the center of the universe. If it is, that means something very significant. CBR data suggest the universe has a special direction (two actually) and these directions directly relate to the Earth's equinoxes, and the ecliptic plane. The Michaelson-Morley experiments suggest the Earth is stationary. There is also data (Sloan Digital Sky Survey) showing concentric shells of galaxies centered around the Earth. I think these are indicators that we are in a very special place in the universe. Probably at the center.
I also believe in orthogenesis, or evolution with a purpose. I think that "punctuated equilibrium" is just a sign of saltation. I think that convergence is also a big factor. You get the same organisms over and over again, somehow evolving independently. I think organisms are meant to evolve. They are platonic archetypes.
I do think there is a purpose, to the Earth, and the creatures on it. Including us. I don't know what that purpose is. I can only make guesses. I think it has to do with spiritual development. Maybe this world was made as a place just for that.
Only time will tell. I do know that I learn more every day. Honestly, I don't know if I would have even cared about all of this "stuff" if I hadn't started meditating and doing yoga eight years ago. I think they are pathways to spiritual development. However, I suggest caution in these practices. It's not all rainbows and light. In fact is is much of the opposite. But it may be something one needs to go through in developing the spirit.
Thank you for reading.