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To Fix Me

Updated on February 26, 2014
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Anan is an online blogger and private consultant since 2009 in the areas of relationships and interfaith spirituality.

I am broken. Emaciated, in pieces.

A wandering soul,looking for release.

Disappearing,slowly,to be no more.

Like a shadow,with no reflecting light

seeking hope among the darkness.


A shadow,with no form, no purpose.

A flower,with a broken stem.

A song,with no music,no voice.

A memory,that never was.


Is my immortal soul worth fixing,

when my heart is already broken?

Are my sins already forgiven?

If not,Does this count as penance?


The realization of one's mortality

makes the mountain worth climbing,

Making it harder, ever more taller.

Leaving my feet raw, my hands tired.


Should I just believe in impossibles ?

Should I let go of what was? To trust.

Trusting in mercy and compassion,

trusting,that God will fix me.




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© 2013 Anan Celeste

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      Anan Celeste 3 years ago from California

      Hi btrbell ! Love is iindeed the way.:)

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      Randi Benlulu 3 years ago from Mesa, AZ

      Beautiful, amazing! Love, love!

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      Gypsy Rose Lee 4 years ago from Riga, Latvia

      Definitely trust in the Lord. Wonderful poetry.

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      Anan Celeste 4 years ago from California

      Thank you Wayne!

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      Wayne Barrett 4 years ago from Clearwater Florida

      Such a beautiful piece. Mysteries...questions...you captured this emotional distress very well.

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      Anan Celeste 4 years ago from California

      Hi James!

      Thank you for stopping by.This is just my way of trying to get in the skin of a young girl that I admire and at the same time worries me to the point of not being able to sleep. I think I got to close.

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      Anan Celeste 4 years ago from California

      Hi irisheyes!

      Thank you my friend. There is a lot of people that can relate, including me. This piece was inspired by one of my kids(I mentor teens). It just me trying to put in words her pain.

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      Tijani Achamlal 4 years ago from Morocco

      You poem is amazing..so full of emotion. I hope you're okay. Keep up the good work !!

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      Shining Irish Eyes 4 years ago from Upstate, New York

      Yes - Yes - and YES! You are a wonderful writer. This touches my soul so deeply and I could relate to every word.

      Another outstanding and emotional piece.

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      Anan Celeste 4 years ago from California

      Thank you guys.

      I have been "disconnected" for awhile Debbie. Regrouping.

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      Randi Benlulu 4 years ago from Mesa, AZ

      Heartbreakingly beautiful.Up++ Thank you for sharing this!

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      Deborah Brooks Langford 4 years ago from Brownsville,TX

      OHHH Anna.. this is beautiful.. you know God will fix you.. that is what is so wonderful.. He is in the business of fixing us..

      Many blessings to you my dear.. and it is so good to see you

      Debbie

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      cleaner3 4 years ago from Pueblo, Colorado

      beautiful piece.... Ananceleste..