Tonight I'm Pained
Tonight I’m weakened…
I’m shaking
I’m falling
In my own little world…
Here in California…
My fiancé is asleep
He did not see
The hidden tears
I held behind me…
I look up the sky
It sure is dark
A twinkling starlight
Spark the sky night
As the moonlight reflect the pond..
The wind is blowing slowly
Caressing my body…
As tears roll down my eyes
Thinking about my own life…
Growing up I thought about my family
$54,000 I gave to them…
I work so hard from age 14
Grew up I left myself nothing…
They turn to tell me I never helped..
Which crushed and break me apart…
Tears roll down my eyes..
As I thought about what I was told tonight..
My heart is ache
My chest is pain
My feeling is weaken
My body tremble…
And break…
If God hear my prayer
And God see what I go through
Please send an angel
And help me ease the pain soon…