Trapped and Strangled
I see no light
In this lonely dusty room I sit.. alone..
The possibilities of the future scares me
And I do nothing but tremble
Why am I like this?
Everything in the world feels like a threat
I wish I'm one of those courageous people
Brave and daring, all daredevils
Holding my head high all the way
Would that ever happen?
I fear a lot of eyes
I don't want them looking at me..
I fear the crowd
I fear attention towards me
I fear getting noticed
I fear judgment.. or rejection..
What should I do?
In this world with so many possibilities,
I fear a lot of things
Where should I go?
Who would be there to keep me standing?
Where will I fit?
Heaven please send me a Genie
So I will wish my nerves go well
Or give me something ..or someone ..
I need a source courage
I need to be strong
Being weak is all too tiring
I can't be like this for long
© 2017 Michii Gee