For once I have a love that I will forever hold in.
I may not even tell it to a friend.
I am even afraid to write about it with this pen.
Being hurt so many times has left me paralyzed
To the feelings that I feel inside.
It has left me blind to what's wrong and what's right.
How will he ever know where my heart lies,
If I am afraid to open up about the feelings that I hide?
Time to unwind, that is what I tell myself,
But Im still left with the feelings of what if?
Still left with the agony and the wondering
if this love really exists?
In the beginning he made me feel like a princess
And as our friendship grew,
He made me feel like a queen.
I almost started to wonder if he would be the one
To drop down on one knee.
Fairy tales do exist I guess because this is certainly one
That I will hold to and never get off my chest.