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Updated on September 22, 2021
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It is what it is. As long as you live for today then yesterday and tomorrow do not matter.

I have been doing this awhile, and yet...

I understand that it takes persistence and practice and I have to keep at it, but it seems even when I am an entrepreneur I rely on other people for my success. I wish there was some way to just make money my own way with out having to interact with anyone else, but unfortunately it doesn't work like that.

Some days I just wake up and wonder why I am even wasting my time doing all this.

I waste most of my days creating content for people that aren't even aware that I exsist.

Maybe it's not wasting time, I am trying to add value. I was so excited to make a course and wondered that maybe this will be the turning point.

But nope... It's been months since I made my course and I still see no traffic. I am doing everything right.

But I have yet to see any change. I have been at this for years and sometimes I just want to quit because going to a job is just so much easier.

Of course it is, that is why everyone falls into that category. That is why everyone isn't doing this. I knew this would be hard.

So why am I confused?

Why am I upset at all? I knew this would take years to get to where I want to be.

Everyone who was ever successful didn't just wake up one day being that way.

I need to give it more time.

This is full of genius

Beginner's Guide to Cultivating Inner Peace: Be present and learn to see what others miss.
Beginner's Guide to Cultivating Inner Peace: Be present and learn to see what others miss.
You need this. Go pick one up right now. You don't even know what your missing. It's about mindfulness and how to clear your head. It's about how to have a better life.

The value is...

Sometimes when I start writing these articles I wonder if I am actually making sense. It sure makes sense in my head. Sometimes I wonder if I am bringing any value in this world. By the look of the results I keep veering to that fact that I must not.

I understand that even this article is useless. Maybe this is the mindset that is ruining my success. Of course it is. I still have a tinge of self doubt and it is whats holding me back. I am being weighed down everyday with the idea that I am not worth it.

I see that so why don't I see what I need to do to change it. I see whats wrong so why can't I just shut off the emotions and be logical?

I understand I need to be more value, I have the knowledge in my head. But why is it so hard?

Maybe I just need to keep at it and stop looking at my results. But how will I know if I am doing something right? I see that I still have a lot of changing to do before I can see results. So ignoring them might be a good idea.

I need to stop filing my head with all these negative thoughts of self doubt.

The value I am adding to this is the simple fact that I know there are others out there like me with this same struggle.

I know that they are out there but unseen, the ones who strive for greatness. But no one knows who you are, because the hardships are always unseen. No one cares about what it took to get to the top. People are lazy and only want to skip to the top.

The value in this article is the authenticity and the vulnerability I am adding so that others can see that they are not alone in the struggle.

I am striving for better in life so maybe I shouldn't be so hard on myself.

The value I am trying to add to this world, or to the market place, is a way to see things differently. I am adding value in everything I do to open the eyes of people like me.

The value I have is the fact that I see things that others don't, and no one knows about. I want you to see. No one sees what I see, I am standing in a corner blabbering nonsense because that is what it looks like to see people who are blindly walking through life. Ignore this amazing ability I have.

I know what I am doing, I know that what I say is true and amazing. But no one else does.

But I guess anything that is this amazing will take time for people to see. I am not like everyone else, I know that. But no one else does and no one else can see me.

I guess this comes with all great leaders, it must have taken a long time to get to where they are and I am sure that a lot of people made fun of them. But guess what, they didn't give up. Now people are listening.

If only you could see the world like I do, then your life WILL be different, that is why I am doing this. I see the world in a new light and I crave for others to see it like this.

The value is the fact that I have found a secret gem and it's past the point of keeping it a secret.

Because if more people saw the world like I do, if more people handled situations like I do... then there will be less disease and depression in this world. There will be less anger and stress. But people are ignorant.

The ones that really need to hear this are so stuck in there ways and refuse to see the truth. They need to open there mind and see, I can't do it for them. I can only give you all the answers, its up to you whether to believe them or not.

I understand the reason for all this and I will not stop until I am able to be heard.

The value in this article is that I am intelligent and have found superhuman abilities. I know that since this is so hard then I must have found something so amazing and unbelievable that people overlook it, thinking it's false.

I promise you that it is not.

This content is accurate and true to the best of the author’s knowledge and is not meant to substitute for formal and individualized advice from a qualified professional.

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    • Soumak Bhattacharya profile image

      Sannyasi Raja 

      14 months ago from Durgapur, West Bengal, India

      I feel the same way. But we must keep doing our best and we can achieve inner peace.


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