Which turn should I take
Which turn should I take?
Left or right?
or just go straight?
You did not tell me there are crossroads
or even had given me a map to use to find you.
I am stuck in rat
so restless here,
What am I supposed to do?
Go ahead or retrace back
to the place where you tore my heart into pieces
and left me alone like a child
crying rivers over a lost puppy .
After all,why are you calling me back?
are you eaten by remorse
for letting me stand
on the edge of chasm,
inviting emptiness and inertness
or are you wanting to roll back the crime
and clean up the mess?
I can t understand you,
but I can let it go
cause I still love you
I still can smell your perfume sublime
in every thing I touch or I come across
Memories won t let me slip
and fade in the will-o'-the-wisp
You want me back
so hold the grip
and shiver me in the deep
never let me again trampled by the creep
If you are planning to ruin my sleep
and crash my heart under the wheels of your jeep.
let me know
I won t delete your messages from cell
or burn your tshirt you sent from Seattle .
I will hold your belongings as a treasure
memories as colorful bracelet
get me out of here,
appear to me like an epiphany
and show me which turn should I take to find you.