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Why I wonder?

Updated on November 11, 2010

Why I wonder?

I search the halls for the one who can tame my soul.

I look into the deep recesses of my mind for the one,

who can take me away from the pan and rage that

fills my heart.

But tell me why I cannot find him, has he gone to the

places I cannot?

Or has he merely disappeared into the morning mists?

I have sat here in my locked world, within a place no man

has gone, waiting for him to find me and calm the waters that

storm throughout my being.

Why does he not exist? Or does he exist and I just have not

found him?

I roam the castle of my heart, wandering every room and hall.

Like a ghost unwilling to remain behind these walls.

With courage I leap into the blackness of heaven.

As faith lights the way along this dark and lonely road.

Why I wonder, what the future holds?

I feel him so close, yet so far away. I know he too is searching

and wondering the same as I.

For the scriptures of our lives are not for this world.

Until the calling of greatness has shouted our names.

So for the moment we'll share gifts greater than pearls.

Our hearts that spill blood as feelings run through our veins.

My love come to me, and let us not wonder why,

let us live our lives as they were destined.......

~Laurie~

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    • LaurieDawn profile imageAUTHOR

      LaurieDawn 

      7 years ago

      Awww Dear Man, you bring a blush to my cheeks and a song to my heart with your words! You flatter me Epi with your words, with your compliments!

      I simply love your works, and I look for each one you bring us with relish!

      Thank you Dear Man!

      Blessings,

      Laurie

    • epigramman profile image

      epigramman 

      7 years ago

      ...such passion ... such verve ... such poetic magnificence ...... such honesty and candor .....and it can only come from one such person ....... you!!!!!!

      And thanks for the life affirming fan mail - and in terms of 'Thanksgiving' ..... well every day is like Thanksgiving with someone who can write like you and in return leave me so many wonderful supportive comments!

    • LaurieDawn profile imageAUTHOR

      LaurieDawn 

      7 years ago

      Ahorseback, that is life, love and lose it at times. And I think love will always finds its way!

      Thank you for stopping by and your kind words.

      Blessings,

      Laurie

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      ahorseback 

      7 years ago

      Laurie , the search is a wayward path , just when you really need to find you're way , Boom , you are lost ! And when you least expect it .....there it is . I believe love will find all , whether it's wanted or not .Whether we're ready or not. Stay well . Great writing!

    • LaurieDawn profile imageAUTHOR

      LaurieDawn 

      7 years ago

      Thank you Ralwus.

      Tis nice to "meet" you. Thanks for stopping by.

      Blessings,

      Laurie

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      ralwus 

      7 years ago

      He's out there somewhere. Maybe you have seen him? This is a moving piece, touching. I wish you luck in the search. Charlie and welcome to HP btw.

    • LaurieDawn profile imageAUTHOR

      LaurieDawn 

      7 years ago

      Thank you Wayne. :) It is nice to "meet" you,and thank you for stopping by.

      I guess I always found love when I least expected it! Or maybe it found me!

      Blessings,

      Laurie

    • Wayne Brown profile image

      Wayne Brown 

      7 years ago from Texas

      I think Abraham Lincoln reasoned that two people would never find each other if they failed to look. I always found that love found me when I was looking in the other direction, a bit distracted from the hunt! LOL! Thanks for a very nice verse. WB

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