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Zombie (I miss you) - Poetry Contest

Updated on November 19, 2011

Where are you now

The candles is crying when you left

The light is broken

I can’t see anything

I don’t know how long for me to be like this

I can’t remember your face anymore

Our memories started to fade

I’m all alone to sail this boat

Every body is staring at me

I’m like a living zombie

My heart stops beating along time ago

I ware a fake smile everyday

To hide my sorrow

Everything started to blur

My heart is empty

I’m running out of oxygen

Gasping for help

Now that you’re gone

Living like a dead is not new to me

My body is full of bruises

I’m falling to grain

I need your blood to live

I want to eat your flesh to feel I’m alive

I want to live

I want to see the sunshine again

But how can I do that now that you’re gone

Things are not the same anymore

Now that you’re gone

Who’s I’m gonna talk to

Now that you’re gone

Who’s going to take care of me?

Now that you’re gone

Who will protect me from evil?

Now that you’re gone

Who’s going to comfort me when I’m down?

Now that you’re gone

Who’s going to wipe my tear?

Now that you’re gone

Things will never be the same

Now that you’re gone

You don’t know how much I miss you

There are so many things I want to tell you

I love you and I miss you so much

When the light’s off that’s when I cry

I have to hide my feelings

I have to smile

Even when you’re gone

This poem is about my Father who died 4 years ago. You know when you lose someone its hurt so much that you want to die too. But of course no one knows what I felt, how I feel inside. I try to be strong for my family; I choose not to show what I feel inside. I try to pretend everything is okay; I always smile to make them feel that everything is okay. I know my father is not perfect, but no matter what happens, he’s still my dad. It’s been 4 years since I talk about my father; its still hurts deep inside. This last November 1, me my family and my boyfriend visit his crave. As I look at his name, I still wish he’s still alive. But of course I know that will never happens, and I know that he’s happy now. My dad suffer from stroke and become bed redden, after 3 years from suffering he die. I know that is best for him, he suffers too much. He needs to rest.


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      mondkill 6 years ago

      @ MovieMoster - I'm sad to hear that your father has stroke now. I wish him to get well soon, and I pray for you and for your dad to be okay. I know what you feel now, be strong MM...

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      mondkill 6 years ago

      @ Vinaya Ghimire - Hi, glad you have time to stop by here in my hub. Thanks for your comment...

      Good night...

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      mondkill 6 years ago

      @ b.Malin - Yes its sad when we lose some we love dearly but we have to be strong... thanks for stopping by here..

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      Movie Master 6 years ago from United Kingdom

      Mondkill, your poem is so full of pain and sadness, I am so sorry you have lost your father, my father has had strokes and he is very poorly now, I know your pain and feel for you and send you my best wishes and hugs MM, (the poem is amazing, powerful writing)

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      Vinaya Ghimire 6 years ago from Nepal

      In our lives there are such moments when we feel like zombies. Your poetry express that moment of helplessness. The emotions are very powerful because they come out of true feeling. Sorry to hear about your loss.

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      b. Malin 6 years ago

      It's always Sad when we lose our parents way too soon...I miss my own Father who died much to young and missed out on seeing so much in my Life and my Children's.

      Your Poem Mondkill was Beautifully Expressed from your Heart.

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      mondkill 6 years ago

      Thanks Asma, Thanks for stopping by... and good luck to the both of us.

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      asmaiftikhar 6 years ago from Pakistan

      Mondkil beautiful expression of a sad poem.remember we are not made for strong.everything will be good in your way.

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      mondkill 6 years ago

      @Carriethomson - Thanks, yes he will always be in my heart. :)

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      mondkill 6 years ago

      @ Derdriu - Thanks for the time to visit and read my poem, I dedicate this poem to my dad...

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      carriethomson 6 years ago from United Kingdom

      Hey mondkill that came straight from the heart!! sorry about your Father!! but he will always be with you in your memories!! god bless


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      mondkill 6 years ago

      Thanks Derdriu for stopping by and for the wonderful comment.

      Have a sunny day...

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      Derdriu 6 years ago

      Mondkill: What a lyrical, mesmerizing, passionate expression of love! You fill the poetic space with such unhealed emotions, raw images and philosophical resignation. The poem clearly indicates the dialectic between the alternating stresses of the dominating and the releasing of feelings.

      Thank you, good luck in the contest, etc.,