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Found... but still lost

Updated on December 7, 2010

I once was lost,

but now im found.

At heavens gates,

In chains I'm bound.

Too bad for heaven,

too good for hell.

In my place I hide,

hidden away in my shell.

Away from the world,

I hide in tears.

Because in my head,

I have to face my fears.

Like failing in this world,

or dying alone.

How people see me,

is not what I want shown.

People think i have problems,

and that just might be.

In a way im just waiting,

for this body to set me free.

For we are in purgatory,

and this is where we live.

Just trying to make the best of things,

for it's not what you can give.

In this world at least,

it's what you can take.

All thats on the table,

is your soul at stake......


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    • Disturbia profile image


      8 years ago

      "How people see me,

      is not what I want shown."

      I like this line. It's very true. People will always see exactly what they want to, regardless of what you want to show them.

    • Christopher Price profile image

      Christopher Price 

      8 years ago from Vermont, USA

      I've often said "life can be a roller coaster ride...blind folded".

      Many artists have been aflicted by minds that don't work according to what others consider "the norm". Van Gogh, Frank Zappa...!

      Life is a struggle, more so for some than for others, but it is worth living and sharing. You have a talent for expressing yourself. Don't be surprised to discover many more of us relate and appreciate.

      Write On.


    • profile image


      8 years ago

      very true and awesome. i agree keep writing

    • profile image


      8 years ago

      One of the most beautiful and true things I have read in a long time touched me in a place not many get 2..

      Keep writing Barry

    • screwevery1 profile imageAUTHOR


      8 years ago

      thankyou very much briter123... nice to hear that you enjoyed it :)

    • profile image


      8 years ago

      Wow keep up the good work!! that really spoke to me! I can't wait to hear more I'm now following you not trying to sound like a creep but your a great writer!! :-D

    • cheaptrick profile image


      8 years ago from the bridge of sighs

      Very good S.I'm glad you've started writing and thank you for allowing me a peek inside your mind.If the rest of you is as genuine as this poem,you are going to do Very well here.Have patients and keep writing,the rest will come on it's own.Rated up.



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