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Updated on April 2, 2019
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I am a mother, a metalhead, a goth girl, and lover of all darkness. I'm also a writer, a cake artist, and a general weirdo.

Here's an angry little tirade of a poem. I enjoyed writing this very, very much.

you confuse me

you misuse me

you play

I'm afraid

What do you want my dear?

I know

I want to get over my fear

please go

You're back again

I'm trapped again

You long

You're wrong

I need your embrace

hold me

All I see is your face


love me

hug me

kiss me

miss me

f*ck me

leave me

just do something

so I know you're not dead.


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  • BeccaHubbardWoods profile imageAUTHOR

    Becca Hubbard-Woods 

    10 years ago from Outside your window.

    Thank you for the kind words, Maita. You are so right about desperation. You put out everything and recieve nothing. The story of life? : )

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    10 years ago from US

    wonderful, but the truth is that sometimes you get desperate you get nothing,

    you are are wonderful girl and your words are always touching and get me to sit down and start thinking, Maita

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    Becca Hubbard-Woods 

    10 years ago from Outside your window.

    owj44 - Thanks for stopping by and leaving a comment! : )

    poetlorraine - I do try. Sometimes more successful than others. Thanks for reading. : )

    ralwus - I was angry when I wrote this, and I wanted to convey that anger in the worst possible way. Sometimes I pick up a pen and just let flow whatever needs to be purged, and I find it a travesty to edit any of that. Good to see you here CC, always a pleasure. : )

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    10 years ago

    Expletives are appropriate at times. I think it was needed here, it says so much you see? Like tantrum, I like your style. I like you, keep writing your great. CC I need to visit you more often so don't let me forget you.

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    10 years ago

    you sure do have a way with words

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    10 years ago

    Interesting read. Thank you for sharing :).

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    10 years ago

    hi Becca nice!:)

  • BeccaHubbardWoods profile imageAUTHOR

    Becca Hubbard-Woods 

    10 years ago from Outside your window.

    It's funny you should say that Ben, because I wrote this when I was much younger, probably ten years ago. Wow, that makes me feel old. Good to see you stop by and thanks, as always, for the comment! : )

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    Ben Zoltak 

    10 years ago from Lake Mills, Jefferson County, Wisconsin USA


    Sorry I couldn't resist. I enjoy your bold words Becca, it reminds me of when I was younger and a bit more tenacious in my expression. Keep up the good work.

  • BeccaHubbardWoods profile imageAUTHOR

    Becca Hubbard-Woods 

    10 years ago from Outside your window.

    You should absolutely post it. I would read it in a heartbeat. I didn't think this would go over so well because of the explitive, but I can't allow myself to censor it. That would be selling out in my mind. ; )

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    Mike Lickteig 

    10 years ago from Lawrence KS USA

    This is very nice. I did a form of a biography using three or four word blurbs similar to this and have been debating whether to post it (or a shorter version of it).

    Thanks for sharing your work with us.

  • BeccaHubbardWoods profile imageAUTHOR

    Becca Hubbard-Woods 

    10 years ago from Outside your window.

    Thanks! That means a lot coming from one as talented as you. : )

  • tantrum profile image


    10 years ago from Tropic of Capricorn

    I like your style ! Very much !! :)


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