Well I am writing a book and it isn't published, but I'm not really doing it for 'fun' as such. I am doing it firstly because writing is as essential as breathing to me and I've been doing it all my life and can't do anything else, but also to prove something to myself because I have a problem with lack of self esteem and writing is a way of directly fighting that. So if I get this book finished I will consider it a huge achievement whether or not it is ever published. I do hope it WILL be published, I need the money! but that isn't why Im writing it.