i am the sun,whose brightness is lost.
i am the mist, which shall never be lost.
i am the sympathy ,you would never wanna gain.
i am the guilt ,which can teach you something good again.
i cant regret every point of my life,
that's what the feeling is something inside,
my heart which is moving according to god's will,
uncertain which is the future in mind.
preconceived notions which give you a lessor once more,
the un immune disease and i am not stable anymore,
covering all secret chambers of life,
understanding every depth from inside,
beyond both the sufferer and the known,
i shall not be stable can't stop living anymore.