disappear
end it
run away
disappear
take me away
far from here
where everyone i know
is far from near
erase my mind
relax my soul
temporarily freeze time
my heart
my mind
turn cold
how divine
you relieved my pain
of everyday life
you put me at ease
with your calming disdain
now i cannot rest
i continue to detest
everyday life
i feel like a mess
i don't know how
to make you understand
i need you next to me
skin to skin
how much it hurts to be away from you
telling me you want nothing more
than to be my man
then again how do i forget
the lies and deceit
the love we made after
so bitter so sweet
this back and forth quarrel
harsh words never end
somehow someway
one of us would always bend
i hate you for leaving me
alone... scared
living day to day
knowing you never really cared
i know i am crazy
stagnant, lazy
you caught me weak
what can i say?
i hate you most when sun sets
at the end of each day
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