The Thought of Living Without You
Where would I be, and what would I do,
Would I be independent, live a full life,
Would I have happy days meeting good friends,
For lunch, or dinner or sometimes, the theatre?
Would I change my long hair,
If you were not there?
Just What would I do without you?
I´d be free as a bird, to go where I want to,
Buy lots of new clothes to go with new hairdo.
Is that what I really would do?
If I had to live without you?
Or would I return to the shy teenage girl,
you helped blossom into a woman?
And quietly try to live through the day,
with nothing to say,
Would I feel insecure without your strong arms,
protecting me year after year?
With soothing reminders that ´´It´ll be alright´´
As you comforted me from all my fears.
Oh What would I be like without you?
I think that my days would be dark as a pit!!!,
for my reason to live would have vanished,
For so long have you been the rock of my dreams,
I cannot imagine......................without you.
I cannot imagine one day would go by,
without me hugging your spirit,
Pretending you´re here , as you´ve always been,
hugging a ghost, a phantom, a dream..
Yes that´s how I´d be without you.
I´d find it hard to let go, to put on a show
pretend to the world I´m OK..
No, love of my life, if I had to live
with only myself and you´re gone,
There´d be no life for me, my eyes would not see,
for permanent tears...... they would blind me.
It´s silly for me to dwell on such things,
You tell me ´The glass is half full´´,
And always Will be .......If I let it be,
My life could go on without you.
But barely a life, existence, more like,
My feelings reverting inside me.
For I´d find it so hard to be ´half´of me,
yet live like a person who´s whole.
No, I think it would be a silent world for me,
Alone with my thoughts and my memories.
If ever I have to live