its been hard dealing with not having you in my life, but now i finally know you were never a need just a want, i can think and move on with my day more swiftly. you haven't called me yet today and I'm kind of hurt but i can move on from that, what will your excuse be you were still sleep mad at me from last night or were you looking for a job. but you know what I'm not even going to call not even going to ask, because its petty and its shows that you don't care yet. the more the sun goes down, time rolls around and yet i haven't yet heard your voice,then I'm dealing with other issues of life so me arguing with you cant make things right. i refuse to argue, fuss, or fight with someone who is not mines and might not become neither. your pulling a lot of game and I'm trying to maintain a cool and straight forward mind frame. For some reason you cant come out the game, cant not be a player because you don't want to change, why when you could play us both have your cake and eat it too.i cant put up with this for what when you got us both stuck like your in love with us both when truly you probably can careless if i leave because you got her and can clearly prove that you don't give a care who will leave or stay. your thoughts are senseless because you don't realize your hurting me and your being unreasonable to what I'm thinking or feeling deep down inside.silly of me to really believe you when you said you cared and loved me. foolish to still deal with you being friends. trying to come to a reasonable decision about wanting a relationship with you. when you become consistent in wanting to be just with me and let it show not just sound good. I'm becoming wise to the games you've already played and the ones you are trying to play. this wont restrict us from doing the things we've already done, but I'm just hoping it wont separate is either.