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my heart is crazy

Updated on December 5, 2010

i reach my arms out

to touch you

you're not there....

when will i get over you

tears still run down my face

why won't my memory...erase

my heart is crazy

with the times we spent

sharing, caring, loving

and now you're gone

she has you have her...

i say i don't care...

but then again...

tears run down my face

when i hear our song

simple and plain

i can't stop loving you

the hands of time

will heal my broken heart

and my angels will

watch over me...

my heart is crazy....


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    • G-Ma Johnson profile imageAUTHOR

      Merle Ann Johnson 

      7 years ago from NW in the land of the Free

      Micky, you are a new follower it seems though I have read some of yours..Thank You sir...:O) HugsG-Ma

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      Micky Dee 

      7 years ago

      Very beautiful!

    • G-Ma Johnson profile imageAUTHOR

      Merle Ann Johnson 

      7 years ago from NW in the land of the Free

      neeleshkulkarni...well thank you for commenting and I am still letting go was a 33 year affair...:O) Hugs G-Ma

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      7 years ago from new delhi

      that hurt also shapes you and is a part of you you can never let go of all of it and yet let go you must if you have to partake of all that the world has laid out for you. glad you moved on Gma,

    • G-Ma Johnson profile imageAUTHOR

      Merle Ann Johnson 

      7 years ago from NW in the land of the Free so true and time will heal...I am fine dear just after I write I feel better...been here a long time and is so nice my Old Hub buddies are still here too...Love and Hugs G-Ma

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      7 years ago

      I felt this so deeply. What a beautifully sad poem speaking the truth from your heart. I am so sorry you hurt for him still. Love is something that we can't always turn off even after time has past or relationships end. Love or its remnants of love can still remain leaving us at times still trapped in an agonizing state of mind. HUGS to you!!!

    • G-Ma Johnson profile imageAUTHOR

      Merle Ann Johnson 

      7 years ago from NW in the land of the Free

      Justom..."Diamond Rio" the words from one song comes to mind as far as a song goes right now...Title "You're Gone" words.. "good news is I'm better for the time we spent together...and the bad news is you're gone" a line I like alot...

      Somehow we are human with human feelings, so we have to learn to deal I ex just got married 2 months ago and I felt extremely hurt, no right to be, but he never married me...

      The world is just too small these days and in some ways too big...glad to hear you had a great time at the Prine concert...yes I bet I would've liked it he coming to the Northwest anytime soon???

      Thanks for commenting Tom, you are a dear...:O) Hugs G-Ma/Merle Ann

    • G-Ma Johnson profile imageAUTHOR

      Merle Ann Johnson 

      7 years ago from NW in the land of the Free

      Raven King my dear sweet lady...Hearts gone wild? well maybe that is better then 'crazy' think I'll remember that from now on...:o) Hugs G-Ma

    • G-Ma Johnson profile imageAUTHOR

      Merle Ann Johnson 

      7 years ago from NW in the land of the Free

      CS..ha ha! ! you know it...we really don't need to forget, I mean it was all good till he left with a younger woman..Crushed me after 33 years that he couldn't have talked to me..oh well "what will be will be, it's not ours to see"...Thanks for being here...:O) Hugs G-Ma

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      7 years ago from 41042

      Funny things happen with music don't they? I'm that way to. You know I ALWAYS have songs running around my tiny little mind but when certain ones come on these feelings just flow. I ran into my ex at the grocery this summer after not seeing her for 13 or so years and it seemed like everything went into slow motion. It was a pleasant encounter, I found out she now had a 10 year old daughter and for some reason I felt crushed. I have some days (I call them Nancy days)that I just think about and miss her terribly but those days are fewer. Nice hub Merle Ann, very heartfelt. Peace and Love!! Tom

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      Raven King 

      7 years ago from Cabin Fever

      Cheers to you and all of our hearts gone wild!

      (((HUGS)))) :D

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      7 years ago

      Oh G-Ma

      the memories will never go away, will they. I think we can move on and life even gets good again. But we don't forget. I love your crazy heart


    • G-Ma Johnson profile imageAUTHOR

      Merle Ann Johnson 

      7 years ago from NW in the land of the Free

      BobbiRant...well it has been 4 years now and I figured it didn't matter to me anymore, then I was sitting here writing and OUR song came on and then this is what I typed...

      figure it is my old age and old memories that still touch my crazy heart...I will survive..Thanks for caring...:O) Hugs G-Ma

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      7 years ago from New York

      Sometimes we find it so hard to let go. But the best cure for an old love is a new one. We do not think so at the time of loss though. Great and touching poetry. Lovin it!

    • G-Ma Johnson profile imageAUTHOR

      Merle Ann Johnson 

      7 years ago from NW in the land of the Free

      Oh eovery I am... just heard the song and this came about...old people are funny...:O) Hugs G-Ma

    • eovery profile image


      7 years ago from MIddle of the Boondocks of Iowa

      I remember it took a long while to get over my first real love, but the love I have now is so much more. It is hard to move on, but we have to.

      Keep on hubbing!


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