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my nameless pain

Updated on April 11, 2012

So vicious and twisting

it suffocates me

as if roots

were growing around my frail body

tightening with every thought of you.

i guess the seeds of our passion

have grown

and in your absence

attempt to choke me

there are no words

silence and feelings

a nameless pain

that shreds me

shredded

i feel completely shredded

no longer can i find solace in hiding

because the pain has discovered a way to find me

it hunts me and haunts me

and its starting to feel like

it will never let me go

a prisoner

of you

of myself

of the absence

of the silence

i cry into my knees

as i beg it to go away...

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    • Eiddwen profile image

      Eiddwen 

      6 years ago from Wales

      A great poem;I loved it and look forward to reading many more by you.

      Take care

      Eddy.

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      id like that. oh, and the flattery...it will get you everywhere lol

    • epigramman profile image

      epigramman 

      6 years ago

      let's be friends again Steph Shakespeare for I have missed you dearly as a friend and a colleague - i love your new profile photo - your hair looks so beautiful.

      lake erie time 8:27pm

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      jl- ive felt the same reading you

      bri- thank you, and yes, they never were

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      bri36 

      6 years ago

      I like this one a lot") very well written and sad.

      "no longer can i find solace in hiding because the pain has discovered a way to find me"

      truer words were never spoken I voted^

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      Secret lies 

      6 years ago from Redlands California

      I know the pain all too well. You always get a choked up feeling as I picture you crying. Beautiful Jade, very sad

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      i dont wish it on anyone. there arent really words for these feelings, but im doing my best to express how i feel. thanx Twin.

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      Linda Rogers 

      6 years ago from Minnesota

      Beautiful emotions of longing when a loved one is away. You did a great job of reminding me how hard it can be.

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