Deep Poetry, Ponder Over Life
They betrayed me and let me down,
Broke me to pieces and threw me to the ground,
Yet I flew with my red cape to help them from above,
Only to realize I lived a lie and abhorrence was disguised as love,
I forgave them and kindness prevailed,
I supported them and their ambitions availed,
but when I fell , I felt numb pain echo through,
As I realized they never cared like I do,
But time has let go of the past,
So don't let cruel reminiscences last,
The time has come to wake up from this vicious lie,
Let them go for they are not worth your cry,
They give you their advice and then you take it,
They say they care about you but they fake it,
They say they love you but you may never know,
Their despise is disguised by their love show,
They give you compliments and make you smile,
They say 'my love for you proceeded miles',
But how could you know who were the liars,
the heart-breakers, the ones who ignite fires,
The ones who made you shed blood instead of tears,
The ones who said they'd be there but were never volunteers,
They stayed to use you by their menacing theft,
They said they'd guide you but they immediately left,
They never loved you and they never will,
They only stayed until their wants were nil.
The time has come to wake up from this vicious lie,
Let them go for they are not worth your cry.
This next poem is very dear to me as it speaks to many people on a personal level and spreads a substantial message to the public about suicide and much more. It carries some sentimental stories and serious issues that deserve to be spoken about.
Hold your breath
It feels like nothing for the first second
It then lasts longer from what I reckoned
I swing restlessly searching for my dear life
But it finds me before I do and stabs me with a knife
I hold my breath for longer and wait a bit more
And I quickly realize this is the way if life was a bore
My heart beats faster and my body pleads for air
But I shut my mouth forcefully because this world is not fair
My face turns blue and my throat feels dry
Maybe that’s why tears feel better when we cry
Those tears can soak your emptiness and keep you filled
But we were taught water evaporates so im no more thrilled
Reality slaps me in the face and my brain begs more
Should I surrender and open to life the door
Or should I send myself peacefully off shore
"WHAT are you doing" speaks a voice in my head
"life is a blessing" like the wise man once said
See, how can a breath control your core existence
And take you closer or farther from death's distance
Are we the wrong doers and the unfortunate ones
Or are we not doing things right and using our breath as self-harming guns
I set myself free and charge like a bird
And inhale like a drowning man saved and assured.
My life is precious and so is yours
So keep your head up and look for the right cures