im ready
Ive tattooed a gun to my soul
no more breaking and entering's
no more uninvited guests.
no more sneaking in
with your meaningless promises
im tired of closing my eyes and seeing you
im tired of hearing you in every voice
in every piece of music
and in the silence.
silence
my silence screams of you.
in the dark
in the night
im never alone
i feel pulled down
into the hell that i made for myself
when you knocked on my soul
and i let you in
i FUCKING let you in
you walked around inside of me
with your muddy boots
leaving me dirty and angry
it wont let go of me
im addicted to your memory
its never far away from me
and closest at night
when i am alone
in the dark
you are always there
faded guitar
the smell of leather
i cant escape.
so tonight i wait for you to show
i will lie there and wait
im ready.
