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Psy- cho- lo-gist

Updated on February 18, 2015
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April has been a psychology student for 6 years. She has a Bachelors Degree in psychology and is currently attaining her Masters Degree.

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So you say I think I can get into your head

As you are reading this I've already entered

Awwh I see

you've built walls

and how great they are

These walls read

I am great

I am all powerful

I am strong

clever

intelligent

proud

boisterous

I am this

I am that

I live this

I have this

I own so and so

no one can compare

I can't be taken down

During your ego identity you gave me right of passage

I went to the very beginning of what built the walls

I saw great pain

fears

tears

trauma

shock

wounds

down falls

stress

hate of self

shame

threatened

embarrassment

heart break

pain

hurt

emptiness

coldness

bitterness

self conscious

rage

unhappy

loss

You raise your head toward me

and say

You think you have me all figured out don't you

with a smirk on your face

and I say

I have always had you figured out

I have remained quiet knowing

the "why" of what your actions extend

The insecurities that brought about those actions

I have felt you through and through

Your every move

Your every actions

Your every breathe

Nothing is hidden

I've always been there

watching

I am the speck in your eyes

The light that shines from your own soul..



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    • pan1974 profile imageAUTHOR

      April 

      6 years ago from Columbus,Ga

      Thanks.

    • Frank Atanacio profile image

      Frank Atanacio 

      6 years ago from Shelton

      wow this was so draining but I love the streaming affect it had as I was reading yep voted awesome

    • pan1974 profile imageAUTHOR

      April 

      6 years ago from Columbus,Ga

      Thank you.

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      Bill Holland 

      6 years ago from Olympia, WA

      Walls upon walls of protection built upon a foundation of insecurity!

      Beautiful poem my friend!

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