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rusty gun

Updated on April 14, 2012

hiding

waiting

consumed.♦

lifeless

listless

sexy and perfumed♦

controlled

and contained

everything strange

waiting to hurt you♦

locked in a room

locked myself in

don't know what ill do

chaste you come in

I'm feeling it♦

in a real fucking way

I'm feeling it

all fucking day♦

as the night barrels down

there's no need for the hush

im quiet and still

awaiting the brush

death♦

fucking consume me

drive me out

push the heat through me

im done♦

consistant and clean

and when its all over

i run to the dream

try and stop me♦

its already done

just awaiting the rust

of my fuck rusty gun

to blow♦

feed night with the fire

i patiently wait for it

I'm up for hire

to leave♦

nightmares and dreams

i belong here no more

so i pull up my sleeves

chase the shot♦

I'm out already

between chicken shit

and courage

fucking hands sweaty

ill do it♦

one of these nights

i can't take it much longer

between wrong and write

as i suffer♦

confusing as fuck

i may not be anything,

i may not be much

but I'm ready♦

that i am certain

for the crimson red curtain

caress me in blood

this no longer is working

goodnight♦

might tomorrow you see me

if i haven't made permanent

the nightmares and dreamscapes♥

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    • BeyondMax profile image

      BeyondMax 6 years ago from Sydney, Australia

      Intense, passionately haunting... Locked me in within. Love it!

    • the pink umbrella profile image
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      the pink umbrella 6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      i love this one.

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      Nikki Wicked 6 years ago from Louisiana

      My fuck rusty gun! I think all those f words really set the mood and pace for this one.

    • Vinaya Ghimire profile image

      Vinaya Ghimire 6 years ago from Nepal

      I loved the graphic portrayal of pent up emotions.

    • the pink umbrella profile image
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      the pink umbrella 6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      welcome to my part

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      Secret lies 6 years ago from Redlands California

      I would love to be in-between

    • the pink umbrella profile image
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      the pink umbrella 6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      Secret lies- in between the space of fuck it and fuck me, your reaction is quite appropriate.

    • Jenna Pope profile image

      Jenna Pope 6 years ago from Southern California

      Wow, this was intense!

    • Secret lies profile image

      Secret lies 6 years ago from Redlands California

      I don't know if it is okay but this got me a little excited inside. I love the attitude. Beautiful my sweet Jaded love....

    • rahul0324 profile image

      Jessee R 6 years ago from Gurgaon, India

      From top to bottom... I felt loads of attitude pouring down!

      Sometimes anger can be attractive... such is the case here

      !

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