Series of Goodbyes(4): Black World
I wish i could talk to you right now but you're ignoring me ..
The silence that i have to take part , is so hard it's killing me..
You took everything and all that is left of me ..
I heard the song you sang for me in a restaurant and i was going to cry
If i didn't control my eyes
because it pained me
How you're not here with me
But its not about me at all,
All i think about is you and all the time we could spend at the mall
Where i would eat all the popcorn you order
And share eachother's ice cream because we're confused about what to choose from all the endless variations before the border
But inside of me and outside the fantasy, I'm locked in a prison and you are just a warder.
You think this is hard for you , but try swallowing a sea in a moment of loss of all you ever wanted , thus having a disorder
An outcome of something you lack,
something you had way back.
I cant even show you how hard this is , I'm gonna crack
I gave you all the pieces of me , there are none left to track
Go ahead keep walking away while i try to keep you with the pieces you took as a snack
For you still are a king and will always be one in my world that is filled with black
Because of the pain , the pain of not having to sit next to you in that sack
Where the space is so enclosed we could never escape our home
I know I'm still a commoner wearing fleece on my own
Wandering in search for you , i never stop to roam
Maybe there is a light at the end of it all but i will just sit here and comb
All the negative energies forcing them down and washing the black world resulting in the creation of foam
Lets clean it all away,
no matter how much it will stay
I wont give up on that one piece i have left
Lets make a good bet
And hope it be the best set.
People call this sad,
But they don't understand the magic you gave on my land,
turning the bad
For you are a spark that ignites in a black world that was once mad
And destroyed leaving its visitor to open its door with no hand
But you were the only one who didn't need a door to enter
The savior , the king, the center ..
This isn't about sorrow , its a goodbye of tomorrow .
The tomorrow we both wished for , the tomorrow we can never have if we don't rage against the war
That tears down our door
Knocks out our floor
And leaves us with no ability to soar
Beyond the harsh reality and much more..