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Series of Goodbyes (5): White World

Updated on October 1, 2015

Today I did one of the most hardest things,
I told you I'd leave when in my heart I know how massive the love I have for you creates a soft melody from the strings,
The strings you play as you soar in my black world with no need for wings.
There is no need to give you anything, in my world you have everything
I would do my best to offer you what you think you have been missing,
And I would use my powers to take away all that keeps bugging
You and reach out for you and hold you in my arms in hope of making you living ,
For you told me once that you have become dead but i try removing the past while i keep burning
it and watching it melt.
How is it possible to not talk to you taking into account the embracing variations i felt..
But I cant keep embarrassing myself
I've swallowed too much of my pride, you can sight,
it as a person swallowing a sea in a moment of loss in daylight
How can i keep chasing something that ignores my efforts as i keep fighting to reach your end like a knight
Do you dare assume the light here is soft?! It shines too bright on my eyesight
You may even assume writing this comes as a delight ?!
Well , whoever assumed this is out of their mind.
This isn't a snack or a bite ,
This is an extension of the endless night.
Remember, i may say i left you
But I'm still here secretly trying to fetch you ,
Let the piece i have left bet on its own desire to meet you
And keep you
In my white world, that is real and not inside my head .
Maybe I'll be able to hug you so tight before i even get a chance to properly look at you
You.
You.
You.
This is all about you, and i am still here , i left nowhere ,
You are the somewhere
I always go back to.
Regardless if you come or leave just get a clue,
My love would have just grew.

This isn't a snack or a bite , This is an extension of the endless night. Remember, i may say i left you But I'm still here secretly trying to fetch you ,  My love would have just grew.
This isn't a snack or a bite , This is an extension of the endless night. Remember, i may say i left you But I'm still here secretly trying to fetch you , My love would have just grew.

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    • annart profile image

      Ann Carr 

      2 years ago from SW England

      Love goes on, no matter what, sometimes to our own detriment.

      Well expressed.

      Ann

    • lawrence01 profile image

      Lawrence Hebb 

      2 years ago from Hamilton, New Zealand

      Awesome. Thank you for sharing it

      Lawrence

    • rebelogilbert profile image

      Gilbert Arevalo 

      2 years ago from Hacienda Heights, California

      Those are very deep passionate words.

    • Larry Rankin profile image

      Larry Rankin 

      2 years ago from Oklahoma

      Beautiful, meaningful poem.

    • MsDora profile image

      Dora Weithers 

      2 years ago from The Caribbean

      What a picture of intense love you paint. Love like this deserves just reward.

    • always exploring profile image

      Ruby Jean Richert 

      2 years ago from Southern Illinois

      I hope you find the love you're seeking in this world. Beautiful!

    • Dana Tate profile image

      Dana Tate 

      2 years ago from LOS ANGELES

      Beautiful poem. The words are deep and meaningful.

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