Series of Goodbyes (5): White World
Today I did one of the most hardest things,
I told you I'd leave when in my heart I know how massive the love I have for you creates a soft melody from the strings,
The strings you play as you soar in my black world with no need for wings.
There is no need to give you anything, in my world you have everything
I would do my best to offer you what you think you have been missing,
And I would use my powers to take away all that keeps bugging
You and reach out for you and hold you in my arms in hope of making you living ,
For you told me once that you have become dead but i try removing the past while i keep burning
it and watching it melt.
How is it possible to not talk to you taking into account the embracing variations i felt..
But I cant keep embarrassing myself
I've swallowed too much of my pride, you can sight,
it as a person swallowing a sea in a moment of loss in daylight
How can i keep chasing something that ignores my efforts as i keep fighting to reach your end like a knight
Do you dare assume the light here is soft?! It shines too bright on my eyesight
You may even assume writing this comes as a delight ?!
Well , whoever assumed this is out of their mind.
This isn't a snack or a bite ,
This is an extension of the endless night.
Remember, i may say i left you
But I'm still here secretly trying to fetch you ,
Let the piece i have left bet on its own desire to meet you
And keep you
In my white world, that is real and not inside my head .
Maybe I'll be able to hug you so tight before i even get a chance to properly look at you
This is all about you, and i am still here , i left nowhere ,
You are the somewhere
I always go back to.
Regardless if you come or leave just get a clue,
My love would have just grew.