That Wasn't Love
When you were so blinded and you thought that was love, but it wasn't love at all, it was just an illusion after all...
You are beautiful, young and playful
You're full of fun, full of life, full of everything
Yet you are so fickle, so complex and so hard to read
And for the record you're the most fickle minded person I've ever known
You love challenges, Oh yes you do!
You like to test what you can do and how far you can go
But let me tell you what you can do
I will tell you how far you can go
You can make me think about you all the time
You make me keep wanting you
You make me keep coming back for more
You can make me believe to something that's impossible
You can make me think irrationally
You make me see things differently
You make me lose myself
You make me out of control, out of my comfort zone, out of my mind...
You can turn things around in just one flip of your hand
You can put a smile on my face in just one text from you
You can make me laugh to your sarcastic sense of humor
You make me happy in a second and make me cry after a minute
You make me do things I wont normally do
You make me long for you
You make me care so much
You make me crave for you
You make me love you
Those are the things that you can do...
And here's how far you can go
At first you're just in my head
Then you came to my senses
And now you're here... Inside my heart.
See how you've gone so far?
You've been here for quite some time
I'm not sure how long you're gonna stay
I don't know how long I will let you stay either
Why? Because you're definitely here in my heart
But I was never there in yours'
I tried so hard
I did everything
I pushed myself to the limit just to have a space in there
But there are things you can't really force
But you know what? I wanna know how it feels to be loved by you
Though i sometimes think if you're capable of loving someone wholeheartedly..
I wanna be the one to be by your side all the time
I wanna be the one you turn to if you need help
I wanna be the one to cheer you up when you're down
I wanna be your source of strength when you're feeling weak
I wanna take care of you
I wanna shower you with my love
There are so many things I want to do
But should i really have to do those, knowing that you don't feel the same way?
The Bible says "Love never fails", so if the other person failed to reciprocate your love, does it mean what you felt wasn't love?
I would like to think not. I would like think that love always wins, that no matter what was the outcome of it all, we have got be grateful that we have experienced to love. As most learnings in life comes from these experiences in life.