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too close to be so far

Updated on April 16, 2012

i want to drop everything

and run away with you

2 miles south of nowhere

in a motel

lay with me.

In your arms

i know id feel so safe

so loved

cherishing every second

dreading the sun

wanting nothing more than to kiss you

over

and over

again

clawing at each other

like teenagers

knowing that each kiss

could feel like the first kiss

but I'm here

and your there

and the wanting that i have

to feel the nervousness of our first touch

is getting deeper and deeper for me

loving you

in a darkened forest kind of reality

makes me pause.

remembering what its like

for my reality to feel like sleep

and my dreams to feel like the truth

it could be home

me to you

it could finally feel

like its supposed to

i imagine your skin

dancing on my skin

your lips

forcefully shoving into my lips

clawing and scratching

exhales and arches

so connected

too distant

i wish you knew

just how hard

i wanted to be

in your arms

for just a moment

and then stretch that moment

as far as it would go.

love...

its not the words

its the words that are not

that i wish i knew

how to say.



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    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      Are u kidding me? U know how jealouse i am of your piece on writers block, i cant write like that!

    • CM Sullivan profile image

      CM Sullivan 

      6 years ago from California

      Well, that something (woman's intuition?) was right. I just wish I could write some intellectually/physically lascivious thoughts down as well as you do. You make me want to try to. lol, maybe I will dtry sometime. =)

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      thanks babe lol, something told me youd like this one. im in awe of your work though.

    • CM Sullivan profile image

      CM Sullivan 

      6 years ago from California

      Damn girl, that was good, reading it made me feel as if I was in an elevator that suddenly dropped 4 stories. It was sensual emotional thought in readable form. If it keeps getting views it is because I am coming back to read it again, lol. I am in love with this one, it is, as of now my favorite of yours.

    • Nikkij504gurl profile image

      Nikki Wicked 

      6 years ago from Louisiana

      Another Fave. Raw, passionate, romantic. Love love love!

    • Secret lies profile image

      Secret lies 

      6 years ago from Redlands California

      You okay?

    • Secret lies profile image

      Secret lies 

      6 years ago from Redlands California

      Well it sounds like a perfect one. Maybe we could stay on that one for a bit. I am so dizzy.

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      fuck those that dont mirror your feelings, soak in the ones who do.

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      not better, just choosing to feed off of a completely seperate feeling.

    • Secret lies profile image

      Secret lies 

      6 years ago from Redlands California

      Wonderful images. Beautiful words. Lovely thoughts. I sense you must be feeling better. This is something beyond amazing.

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