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wounded heart

Updated on May 3, 2012

missing her

her temper

her stare

her secrets

her eyes

everything about her

made everything else

bearable

and now

that seat beside him

is empty

no response

no laughter

no one to call home

in a place

where home is who you love

gone

he grieves for her

and only wishes

he could have said goodbye

but even then

she still would be gone

he will never have that moment

that one last word

that one last look

that says

you know how i feel

i love you

and i hate that you aren't here anymore.

trying to gather strength

and feeling the energy leave with her

he is sad

and almost inconsolable

a dream

the kind you cry about

because you wanted it to be real

and thought it was

and then realize

that sometimes good things stop

and there's nothing you can do

tears and hurting

he hugs himself

and hates that its not enough

feeling abandoned

feeling responsible

what does he do with these left over feelings

losing someone

rips a place in your heart

that takes forever to heal

nothing is worse

nothing anyone can say

devastating

this place just wont feel the same now. 





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    • Nikkij504gurl profile image

      Nikki Wicked 

      6 years ago from Louisiana

      I know this pain all too well. My heart goes out to him as well. It hurts, but a wounded heart will heal in time. they always do.

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      Thank u!

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      htodd 

      6 years ago from United States

      Nice poem ..I enjoyed a lot reading this :)

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      Genna- actually i am sorry, i didnt even think about how confusing this must b to you all lol.

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      CM Sullivan 

      6 years ago from California

      You wrote a poem for the guy you left? If so, that is pretty damn cool. I loved the poem by the way, in my opinion it is one of your best, definitely in the top 5. Your poetry is always raw and true. You are unique. Up and beautiful (darkly) and awesome.

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      Genna East 

      6 years ago from Massachusetts, USA

      I'm so sorry, Pink, I misunderstood. Then the poignant beauty of these words is that much more revealing and still brings tears to these eyes. Voted up and much more.

    • Angelme566 profile image

      Angelme566 

      6 years ago

      Oh my God Pinks this is your real life drama..He left ? Then smile ..some good things God have for you.I know it's easy to say this because i am not in your shoe...i understand your pain..it can't be accounted ..i know that..anyways Pink shall we carry our sadness and loneliness with a pride..you are beautiful .having beautis to love because loving means giving until it hurts..Many love you baby..so Cheers !

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      ive been with him for nine years guys, we have a three year old son. This is not my friend.

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      Genna East 

      6 years ago from Massachusetts, USA

      You have described such a loss so beautifully and with such profound empathy, it brings tears to my eyes. Spencer is indeed fortunate to have a friend, like you, who is there and who understands.

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      i think you have a beautiful soul and i am so happy that i know you here on hp.

    • the pink umbrella profile imageAUTHOR

      the pink umbrella 

      6 years ago from the darkened forest deep within me.

      Beyond max- spencer and i have been together for 9 years. hes not my friend.

    • Angelme566 profile image

      Angelme566 

      6 years ago

      This is an example of unconditional love...you felt the pain of others..you were not ask to but it just came out from deep with in..that's love.

      A beautiful poem that touches and moves me..i can relate.

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      Mohan Kumar 

      6 years ago from UK

      This is raw, revealing and real. I like your response and reaction to the love of your life. Beautifully written. It shares the sentiments I felt when I wrote a song called'forever nights' here in the hubs- the chorus on it goes' hope you are fine in all that you do, hope you are loved and listened to, hope your head carries worries few, hope you are still the you that I knew!' - voted up and beautiful!

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      BeyondMax 

      6 years ago from Sydney, Australia

      Bleeding heart, so much pain, so deep, so breaking... Oh, God... I send my prayers to Spencer! He is lucky to have such a caring and sincere friend like you! It's a beautiful poem, very expressive!

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      Jim Higgins 

      6 years ago from Eugene, Oregon

      Oh this is very sad, especially reading your response above, and to know it is real. But beautiful nevertheless.

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      Jenna Pope 

      6 years ago from Southern California

      So sad. Loved it, though. Voted up.

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