April 19, 2016
Dear Friends : I know this must be getting old, my talking about my conditions. I have so many ailments it is almost silly.
I was playing my musical Yamaha keyboard when I suddenly stopped breathing. It was a crazy experience. I was gasping , for oxygen in order to stay alive. I thought about suffocation. It is unpleasant at it's very worst. I thought about my wife Joann, and our daughter Becky, and our little dog Candy.
Thoughts quickly flashed in my mind. I could barely speak. I managed barely able to shout 911. I somehow said it two more times. Joann heard me from our porch. All I could say was 911.
I am not afraid to die, but I just hate suffocation. And emergency person responded to my wife's phone call. The responder told my wife to tell me to be calm. With all my efforts I yelled out, I can't breathe.
The police, firefighters, and paramedics came to help. A firefighter carried oxygen equipment, and quickly helped me to try to breathe.
I told him I was dying. He told me I was not going to die. I told him I wasn't afraid. I rode in , and ambulance again.
Everyone saved my life again. I am back home now. Anxiety, and suffocation nearly bought me the farm.
I feel O.K. right now, but , for the future I asked God to take me quick if it happens again.
I love earth angels, and life very much, and I am grateful , for living on our beautiful earth. I am grateful, for the wonderful years in my life , for having a loving family, and wonderful friends. I don't have many regrets. I only wish our little girl could have been able to walk, and to have a normal life, and that my wife Joann would have had a better life.
I pray to God every moment of my life, for thousands of people that have lost their homes because of floods, and storms. My family , and I love God's many creatures that walk our earth. This world is not only, for us, but , for all creatures, and beasts.
God Bless Everyone, and Everything.