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May my dream come true

Updated on January 10, 2009

We all dream. At least I hope most people dream. I don't mean dreams when you're asleep. No those when you're awake. Just dreaming about what you want, what we would like to accomplish in life. Sometimes just very unrealistic like the women can dream about their knight in shining armor or men about the tall blond that brings them their beer in nice lingerie. Some dream more realistic about the job they want, about having a family. You name it.

 

I like to share my dream with you today.

 

Every year I tell myself it’s going to be MY year. And it always is. I’ve been dreaming to do things different for a long time now and I really hope that I will succeed this year. I got a great job offer. I know I won’t have as many time left to spend with my loved ones like I have now once I’ve started but that’s a small price to pay for this dream. We just have no home to life yet. At least no home anymore like I thought there was. I just have to find a house for us now. I’m just a temporary residence away of a better job with better opportunities, better surroundings for the boys, better possibilities for our future. Our future, me and the boys,not here in the east but over there in the west. Just for the three of us. And Wednesday I will know if the expensive apartment can be paid with the money I will be able to make on that new job. Wednesday I will know if it can succeed. And if that house is not the one, maybe the house I’m going to see the following Saturday will be the one. I will not do this for others, only for us. My step, my dream, my boys dream.

 

A dream like I had in the beginning and that was just completely different for a while a few months ago and a dream which I want to realize. At least try to realize it. The dreams that came in between have burst, fallen into pieces, have been destroyed, no longer mentioned. It could have been very beautiful if they had come true too, but sometimes you realize that some dreams are empty when you find out it was just hope that had been given to you and taken away later. Just a story to be told. It just happens that way sometimes.

 

So Wednesday we will all find out if this dream is going to happen. A dream I have for seven years now. I will even ask my “boss to be” if it’s possible to rent three rooms in the complex next door if that is necessary so we can make part of our dream happen. And if it won’t work out, we just dream on, waiting for the next opportunity.

 

I keep my fingers crossed and just hope and dream the next dream.

 

 

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    • DrGaneshPaudel profile image

      Smiling Mirror 

      4 years ago from Lanzhou, China

      May all you dreams come true Lazur. And everybodys too.

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      eatonmc2425 

      6 years ago

      I really wish my dreams would come true we need our home rebuilted it is full of mold and mildew.PCH come knock on my door

    • Lazur profile imageAUTHOR

      Lazur 

      7 years ago from Netherlands

      Thank you Phoenix and Sherry for reading and commenting...

      Bless you

    • sherrylou57 profile image

      sherrylou57 

      7 years ago from Riverside

      May you keep your eyes on the Lord, and may he bless your hearts desire!!

    • PhoenixKiss profile image

      Ramblings of a Phoenix Muse 

      7 years ago

      Lazur, sometimes "our dream" isn't the best dream for us. We only hope to catch a glimmer of very small portion of what seems to be a "small" dream. Reality is, its not the right corner of the dream we see obtainable. There's 3 other corners which you could try focusing on.. even then, that is still miniscule compared to the big picture. You have to be able to change with the tide if your dream doesn't come out exactly as planned. You have to be specific, envision it, breathe it, feel it, in order for it to come alive. As you start to see a bigger picture, and learning to sway with the changing picture. Only slightly, learning to bend like the willow in a windswept so strong. When you arrive back into shape, a different sense of being happens. I hope this post finds you well. The dream itself will never change... sometimes the hue of the picture. I will be praying for you!

    • Lazur profile imageAUTHOR

      Lazur 

      7 years ago from Netherlands

      Thank you Eiddwen for reading...

      I'll never give up my dreams. Not even after the past year that's been not so great and the time ahead while curing from cancer.Better times will come..But sometimes some dreams have to wait a little longer... First things first...In the mean time I'll try to make the best of it. Enjoying every moment I can, with my friends, my children.

      I'll stay strong, like I always do;)Thanks again Eiddwen!

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      Eiddwen 

      8 years ago from Wales

      Don't ever give up on your dreams Lazur. Stay strong and there may be times when you doubt, you wouldn't be human if you didn't. If you have a few minutes maybe you would like to read my hubs. FROM THIS MOMENT ON and TO FEEL TRULY WHOLE. I never gave up and I have found my dream.Of course there will still be rocky times ahead , this is life but because I found 'Me' I deal with every episode differently now!! I like the way you write so naturally and obviously from your heart.I am voting this one up and bookmarking it as one of my favourites. Take care and I wish you well Lazur. Remeber stay strong!!!

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      CATHERINE  

      8 years ago

      i wish i had everything i want.

    • Lazur profile imageAUTHOR

      Lazur 

      9 years ago from Netherlands

      Until now my dream is going a "little" different than I hoped for, but I'm doing my best:)

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      pertibha321 

      9 years ago from india

      wish you best of luck to fulfill all of your dreams you sounds something like me we don't know each other but after reading your hub i feels you near my heart.

    • Tatjana-Mihaela profile image

      Tatjana-Mihaela 

      9 years ago from Zadar, CROATIA

      Wish you all the best and my prayers are with you and your boys.

    • Lazur profile imageAUTHOR

      Lazur 

      9 years ago from Netherlands

      Thank you all for your prayers:) An update from me; Next Saturday I'm going to look at a house which a good friend found. He made arrangements with the owner and there is a very big chance that's going to be the place where we are going to life for at least a year. We are very exited.:D

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      Rebecca Graf 

      9 years ago from Wisconsin

      Good luck. So many of us are with you in hopes and prayers.

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      Tom Rubenoff 

      9 years ago from United States

      I wish you the best. Your pursuit of your dream is an inspiration.

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      sheenarobins 

      9 years ago from Cebu, Philippines

      Lazur,

      It's a beautiful dream. Iam with you and I wish you all the best as the reality of your dream unfolds.

      xoxo,

      Sheena

    • Lazur profile imageAUTHOR

      Lazur 

      9 years ago from Netherlands

      Thanks you all for your nice supporting comments:) Indeed , where there is a will, there is a way, just sometimes the circumstances are in the way:) I could have worked there last year, but then I couldn't find a place to stay for the three of us on time. So I hope I will now. With a little help of friends. I know it's going too happen someday. Just as I believe the work I'm doing and want to do is my calling. If it isn't going to happen this time, there will be other times. I just get a little impatient once in a while:D

      Hugs for all of you:)

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      Triplet Mom 

      9 years ago from West Coast

      Lazur, you have great dreams. I am completely impressed by your positive nature and understanding that if it doesn't happen this time it might happen the next and to keep that dream alive until it happens. I am sure it will come true soon!!

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      Merle Ann Johnson 

      9 years ago from NW in the land of the Free

      Aww sweetie prayers and fingers crossed too...but where there is a will...there is a way...Everything else is good though right?  God Bless You...G-Ma :o) hugs & Peace

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      goldentoad 

      9 years ago from Free and running....

      I'll keep my fingers crossed too.

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