April 10, 2016
I miss work. I enjoy working when I feel well. I have a lot of work to do around home. Breathing difficulties slow me down, and tire me out easily
Our floors need improvement. Our car needs 5to be washed by hand . Too much dirt has accumulated on our car. I need to repair our wheelchair ramp.
Once in a while I work on a song I created to honor God. I have played it, and worked on it , for years. Anxiety still pesters the heck out of me.
Today is a good day to buy gasoline , for our riding lawn mower. This is a good day to enjoy the outdoors. Becky is sitting on our porch in her wheelchair. She enjoys watching squirrels , rabbits, raccoons, possums, and lizards.
We have a flea problem. I have flea granules to distribute in our yard. Hopefully this will reduce the fleas to a lesser number.
I would like to create some art work. I may draw more saints.
I need to check the oil in our lawn mower. Grass is growing fast, and I need to cut some weeds from around my deceased mother's house.
I have lost some of my desire to eat. Often I have to force myself to eat because I throw up in the mornings. Sometimes I breath well, and sometimes I struggle for air. I do not think it will be my heart , or kidneys that will do me in. I think it will be suffocation. troubled by severe anxiety..
I have a lot of doctors. I have two kidney doctors, two, or three cardiologists, a primary doctor that helps me with diabetes that helps me to determine whatever kind of medicine I should take. I take around sixteen medications a day.
Joann my wife got sick last night. I stayed up all night with her because she kept on throwing up.
She is feeling better today. Becky has been O.K. Our pets mean a lot to us. They are important in our lives.