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Another Place Of Existence . A Truth In My Mind.

Updated on June 26, 2015

Created Wednesday, May 25, 2011

My subject has been approached before many times, but because of the great impact the event has had on my life, I am going into more details if I can .

Wherever this place is. Wherever I was, was as real to me as anything I would normally experience in what we call our real world.

I know in my heart I would want to experience the place again even though I suspect with all my being that it may have been a spirit world. Everything I am talking about relates to the truth as best I could believe it to be.

This awakening occurred more than twelve years ago while I was in the process of administering my mother CPR in an effort to bring life back into her body . With all my being, and essence I wanted her to survive. Maybe mom was lifeless, or perhaps not. Her body appeared to be totally limp. Her arms fell limp to her sides, and her chin lowered to her upper chest. I was a commissioned deputy sheriff , and enforcement officer, and I know in my heart I did not imagine what I experienced, which I believed would be the presence of God into my existence.

To be honest, by nature I was not searching for love, but maybe I was the sort of person that needed it. I thought I was the kind of man that could logically understand anything that would confront me.

I know the difference between a dream , or a fantasy, and what appears to be reality. Let this be known to be perfectly clear. My awareness was put into another state of being, or presence.

As I am thinking now, I truly believed I was thinking normally at that time. I asked for help from God. I totally believe that under the circumstances , that it was absolutely normal for me to reach out for God's help.

My mother was not living . I reached out for what you may even think would be impossible, in such a situations. Mom may have been the security in my life. Why not ask for the help of God.

In that moment with my non living mother, I thought about my hope of God coming to help me. I really needed help, but I feared truly that the likely hood of her returning to life would be very unlikely. She seemed non living to me. I was by all definitions a Christian that simply never went to church unless it was Christmas. Why would God come to visit me of all people ? I felt like I would never experience Heaven, and that I would never be worthy of Heaven because of bitterness in my heart , over our crippled daughter.

I have no recollection of how much time went by when I was put into another state of awareness in a different place.

I felt loved there. I really, and truly felt that love was present , and that was a wonderful thing to feel because I thought God was like a judge.

I am using leaps, and bounds here. Is God kind hearted ? Would a supreme being be tender hearted ? I experienced something kind, and caring, and I must make this clear because this was as real to me as reality .

All I can say is that my emotions felt real. It was like the place was made of love. Maybe Heaven is made of love.

In my mind at that moment I really wished the entire world could have been with me in my mind, and with me to experience God , and whatever it was that was fantastic.

I am not just saying all this stuff. I can not prove that what I experienced was real. I can not make anyone believe anything I say. Maybe I felt convinced in my heart that my mother would be all right.

I wanted the world from that point on to know that God is real, and that people should never hurt, or kill one another. If only the world could have been with me I would have been very happy because the world would have awakened to a better reality.

I saw life return into my mother's dead body. I realized that there were mysteries I would never understand.

That moment changed me in ways that I will never understand because I felt I experienced a kind of paradise .


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    • stars439 profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State.

      Dear Miss Deborrah : Thank you so much for visiting precious heart. I know in my heart what I experienced was as real as could be. However I wish the people that cause wars could have been with me to experience what I experienced, and to realize there is something like a paradise that awaits us. You know this already. Your heart belongs to God, and everyone including your family that adores you. You already know all about the beauty of Heaven because you are so much a part of Heaven. Thank you for being our angel, and sharing your great knowledge and special words that do work so well when you discuss our Lord. Gos Bless You, and your precious family.

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      DeBorrah K Ogans 

      7 years ago

      Stars, How Lovely! Sometimes it really is difficult to find the words to actually describe spiritual observations…. It is important to not doubt what is so when you KNOW that it is of the LORD when it has been revealed to you! No doubt that there is a spiritual dimension about us that we are at times allowed to experience and glimpse into….. Which is in no way is a figment of your imagination or in any way delusional it is a cognizant place of Unexplainable Peace… Thank you for sharing your heartfelt thoughts! In HIS Love, Grace, Joy, Peace & Blessings! God Bless YOU!

    • stars439 profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State.

      Dear Hello hello : Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts, and God Bless You Dear heart.

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      Hello, hello, 

      7 years ago from London, UK

      A lot of good words and messages in your hub and the following comments.

    • stars439 profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State.

      Dear Knightheart: You express your devotion to our Lord so well, and with such feeling also. You are indeed a Knightheart in every way of being one. God Bless You ,and everyone you hold precious to your heart.

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      7 years ago from MIssouri, USA

      The proof is in your heart where God wants all of His truth and knowledge! God's ways are so about our that we just don't understand things sometimes. But trusting Him and reaching out to Him are never a waste. He loves us, period...just as we are with our faults but desires us to become like His Son. The Holy Spirit is sent to us for that very purpose, to help us and comfort us and BE with us always. What a priceless gift from our God. This quote is from a man of God that I deeply admire, Dr. Charles Stanley. "Obey God and leave all the consequences to Him." God has a purpose for everything and all we need to do is trust that whatever happens is for His glory and our ultimate good. The Apostle Paul suffered terribly for spreading the Gospel and he always thanked, yes thanked God for his trials. He knew God and now you do too! God Bless you for these hubs...very touching!

    • stars439 profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State.

      Dear Christine Vianello : Thank you precious heart. God truly loves you. God Bless you.

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      7 years ago from Philadelphia

      Very beautiful....I enjoy everything you write.

    • stars439 profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State.

      Dear Phoenix : If what I experienced was God, then I know God loves everyone. God Bless You Dear Heart.

    • stars439 profile imageAUTHOR


      7 years ago from Louisiana, The Magnolia and Pelican State.

      Dear Mentalist acer : The closest I can definine the feeling would be perfect love, enough of it to fill the hearts of all living things on earth for eternity. God Bless You, and thank you.

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      7 years ago from On the edge

      This is very beautiful. I'm very glad you've decided to wrote it.

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      Mentalist acer 

      7 years ago from A Voice in your Mind!

      Don't let anyone deter you from what happened and most of all don't let anyone treat you for an experience you and I cannot dispel....what you call religious science calls a subtle or base conscious experience.;)


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