How In the Hell Did I Get Here?
First Things First:
•1. If you are a married woman - DON'T READ THIS - there will probably be a lot of things in here that you don't want to know...trust me.
•2. If you are a married woman who is thinking about cheating on her husband - DON'T READ THIS - don't start something that you're not prepared to finish.
•3. If you are a single woman who feels that she is "caught up" or "in love" with a married man - THEN THIS IS THE HUB FOR YOU!!!
•4. If you are the married woman mentioned in criteria number one - okay I lied - there may in fact be a passage or two that you might find interesting. You never know - you may even learn something about yourself!
•5. And finally - if you are a woman who is trying to find out why your man is "cheating" on you, the best way to answer this question accurately is for you to - go and ask him!
NOW FOR THE JUICY BITS - in other words - The First Confession
I have been his mistress for the better part of 20 years. Some could perhaps make the judgement that I am a sorry assed skank of a woman who is a lost cause. One of many out there in the eyes of those who would make such a comment. However, I would ask that you examine the circumstances and desires surrounding myself and women who are in similar situations.
As for myself, in the beginning I desired three things: unyielding devotion, his name and of course the "privilege" of bearing his children. Now for any of you that have an ounce of sense - you can already tell how young and naïve I was at the time. But in our defense, we were both very single and very much in love when this began. In the end I gained only one of my three initial desires - his unwaivering devotion.
Every passage that I write in this Blog will be an honest account of my experience and it is my hope that others will feel free to express their opinions (positive or negative) or seek a bit of advice regarding their own experience.
Remember - True love can be like a poison within the soul for which there is rarely an antidote.