Have you ever had a dream that you were running from evil, but could never run as fast as you intended to run? Do you recall that sensation of complete dread as you predicted your own demise unconsciously? When you finally awake from your slumber you are almost relieved it was "only a dream".
In reality, the relief does not come so quickly. Imagine you have been chased and captured by evilness in reality and you awake to the smell of your own blood. Imagine your unconscious thoughts trying to convince the "real" you that this was "only a dream". In reality, the sight of your own blood, brings about the memory of the evil thing that chased you and caught you.
There is no proper response to assault. Only gratitude to the heavens for sparing your life. Blood will regenerate but your life cannot. That evil thing that chased you down was only successful in the attack itself. It has not taken power over your life, and it has not killed you!
Every emotion that you feel associated with your assault you are allowed to feel. Let no one tell you what you feel is unimportant. Evil spirits do not come out right and say that they are evil. Evil spirits hide they deviate and they lie to cover their acts. You have to be visually sensitive to recognize the devises the evil one tries to bring against you.
You will have to stand in the face of your adversary and have the courage to call it for what it is in its face. If it is an evil spirit then call it by name! The evil spirit did not have mercy on you when it attacked you and left you for dead. Therefore, in the same sense, exhibit no mercy when it comes down to the Crucifixion of all that is evil.
The anger, rage, and pain that you feel burning on the inside is completely normal. we are instructed to anger & sin not. Never compensate evil for evil. Use that same energy and passion towards the demise of all that is evil. Wear your war wounds proudly and warn others about the dangers of evilness. When it comes to the war on all that is evil...we should exhibit NO MERCY!