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Unpredictability is the Key to Winning "The Game"
How to "Run Between Raindrops"
We are dealing with a "silent majority" of people whose actions are guided by an intelligence that we can barely comprehend. I've been experimenting with this phenomenon for at least 10 years and what I've realized is that these people are so knowledgeable about us that they are able to make incredibly precise predictions about: what we'll do, where we'll be, how we will respond to given signals, even what we'll think or possibly are thinking.
Now, they have messed-up with me on multiple occassions. Part of my continued survival relies on the fact that I can turn on a dime and do things that they were not able to predict - thus "ducking" their attempts to do whatever their plans were to "break" my mind. Of course, they adapt to these behaviors and will adjust their stalking efforts accordingly. Some of my best experiences were when I was so utterly messed-up that I didn't know what I was going to do next. Note: I was feeling "positively messed up"(crazy-good), not afraid......sometimes I was angry, but I was doing it proactively to vent prior perceived injustice......NOT RESPONSIVELY. Just by being a completely random entity, I managed to screw up their meticulous plans which they had prepared for me. Other incredible experiences were when I could reverse my thinking, slow down when normally I'd rush in, pick up the pace when I'd normally slow down, stay CALM when I'd normally be livid.
Taking things which increased my speed of thought have often given me a wider "gap of unpredictability" (my mind could "outrun" them) in which I could "go left when I'd normally go right", vice versa or alter my behavior to different EXTENTS OF UN-PREDICTABILITY. Although they make you feel great, you will have to deal with being weak later on. Being mentally-weak can fool you into "losing your mind"......and seriously, I'd rather eat broken glass than re-experience this state of mind. If caffeine isn't doing it, I don't recommend it. Sedatives bring immediate relief from "the rain", but eventually they bite you in the ass. Antidepressants are helpful. Find one that works for you.
The more clever you get, the more they will change their strategies so as to adjust to your adjustments. They can "scan" our surface thoughts. You might as well see it that way, because it WORKS in practice. You'll know when you have slid out from under their mental Ju-Jitsu hold. They are by no means perfect.......but the key is to SLIP out of their predictions which are based on very detailed information about you, including your very own neurological activity. THIS is why pretending not to know what you are going to do(or truly not knowing) can stump them. Being so CONTROLLABLEY - VOLATILE that you yourself do not even know your next move can help beat them. You must reverse how your mind operates. We used to FEEL SOMETHING and then think/plan/act upon this. Now you must control your primitive emotions. You must be able to decide what the best feeling is to preserve your sanity and then MAKE IT HAPPEN. Your "Grey Matter" (higher thought processes) must control your lower thought processes. Even your "madness" isn't real, it is your mind "directing your donkey" so that someone else doesn't.
The problem is that our emotions are so very predictable. It's like you must reconstruct a "primitive self" in your higher cortex which exists for the sole purpose of NOT thinking what it should think next. All emotions, reactions to pleasure/pain, expectations, fears, habits, beliefs, philosophies, asssumptions are actually things that are our worst enemy UNLESS we can re-arrange our thinking to make them a series of DECOYS to mess up this VERY STRUCTURED GROUP. Whatever you actually intend to do must almost be a series of "controlled accidents". If you can be "read", then you can be defeated.........unless your intentions are VERY, VERY GOOD.
This is why it doesn't pay to ever make consistent assumptions about our surroundings. For us, it is a "synthetic environment" which in reality is nothing more than an ever-constricting trap which tightens around our minds based on how much we give away. Now, CHILL.........because we can still SHUT THEM OUT using SOMETHING ELSE TO LISTEN TO. This will give your creative mind a chance to invent anything that stimulates those "reward-centers" in your brain. Is it Ok to "lie to yourself" to manipulate your brain to feel very good under circumstances designed to make it feel like utter crap: YES IT IS!!! NOW..... forget what I just told you, but remember it at the same time. TO KNOW YET NOT KNOW(and knowing how to switch your extents of knowing/not knowing AND THEN believing something you just made up is extremely advantageous.) Know how to flip that switch from knowing to "normal reality" and back again based on what you've noticed about them. You've got to see this as a joke no matter how "mean" they are to you. Being calm while "knowing yet not knowing", THEN ad libbing TO GENERATE POSITIVE EMOTIONS WHEN UNDER EMOTIONAL ATTACK will help you spot them and then STOP THEM FROM BRINGING YOU DOWN. They have an Indian name for me: "SEES YOU COMING".
The more you can create reality spontaneously, the more "breathing room" your SOUL has. Who you think you are doesn't matter - be a trickster, not a "Devil", because they will bring more heat down on you if your reality is consistently malevolent. If you are being malevolent, do not make a point of particularly knowing this. NEVER "sell out" to ANYBODY, EVER.........because that gives away your power and THAT will be used to psychologically-manipulate you into submission. If you are in deep enough, be the authority......but do not "go to the Devil". Call it "Absolute Power in Self-Defense". If you EVER do get manipulated into "cutting a deal"......then just forget about it. No one will cheer you on for dying inside because you "felt obligated to give up your soul"!
Be an EVER-CHANGING ENTITY. Forget trying to maintain a consistent identity in your mind.........all you will see is what "they" want you to be. Learn to spin an identity as quick as a comedian spinning jokes off the top of his head. When that doesn't work: Be a ball of undefined energy or else NOTHING AT ALL. It's pretty difficult to conduct psychological warfare on a non-descript ball of energy or especially NOTHING. I've got a saying: "NOTHING CAN DO ANYTHING!"
Make up ANY REASON YOU CAN FIND TO LIKE EVERYBODY, BECAUSE THOSE POSITIVE EMOTIONS WILL KEEP YOU HARD TO BE SEEN BY "THE DARK WATCH"...... it's like they can "smell" negative emotions and track you down. This will ALSO make you happy, which is like an oasis in the middle of a "Sahara Desert of Psychological Misery". Keep yourself amused by thinking any darn thing you can come up with, even if you have to step outside your circumstance and laugh at your own: anger, frustration, even misery (and bend your mind to believe you Love misery if you've got to). You can tell yourself that your stalkers "Love" you. They do in a very twisted sense: like a very strict, over-bearing parent that doesn't tolerate any disagreement whatsoever. Sometimes it pays to be good, sometimes it pays to be a total mental anarchist. Don't ever SUBMIT, but playing along is sometimes Ok........sometimes they even have good ideas.
At certain points, you will have gone so deeply into your own mind that what means something or doesn't mean something is simply a means of "reality mixing" like a DJ constantly inventing new beats for himself to "dance" to. What's the point in this? You may ask. Well, I value FREEDOM so much that I'd rather be "bat-sh##-crazy"(as one stalker referred to me as) than have someone control my life to the extent that this group wants to. I also find the thought of ONE MORE PERSON being silently mentally torn to pieces to be the most: unjust, infuriating, heart-breaking, UNACCEPTABLE thing, period! The key is to be STRATEGICALLY-"bat-s##t-crazy".
It has been argued that I'm a "Bad Robot" . It's true: I'm a lousy robot. I'm a man filled with emotions. I miss the world I knew where people could just be who they wanted. I'm very upset that OUR "misfits", activists, geniuses, prophets, "rockstars" and even the degenerates have been mentally clubbed to death or submission. They made the world a fascinating, interesting, exciting.......even a better place to be. I Love them all. I've become a better person through all this........I'm a very sad, angry, outraged individual. It's why I care about you, the HUNTED. If THE WORLD had "seen them coming", we would never have agreed to become who/what we NOW are in a million years. We would have said "*&%$ no!". But we didn't get a choice.
Now - for those who can handle the cramped existence we presently exist in: just go with God and forget my advice. Somehow, I know that He does exist. I just can't see what has/is happened/happening as a Good thing. Here's another idea: get free then get REALLY, REALLY GOOD while you know you still have a choice to do so. That is what I'm TRYING TO DO, but I'm not really, really good. I'm kind of an average guy. I hate being messed-with, sexually and electronically violated but when I do the right thing, it's the most Golden feeling in the World. It is written that a person who puts their will ahead of God is following the Devil without knowing it. This might very well be the truth. I've made lousy decisions in my personal life, but I just cannot see what has happened/is happening to be a good thing. I believe that allowing these "mind hunters" to beat your inner-selves to death is a crime of ommission and that i would deserve to be punished for not protecting you. I'll know whether I'm right or not when God raises me up for judgement (as I believe).