The times I did not obey God when I should of- I would go back and redo these moments. With this redo it would also reach out to those that I didn't minister the gospel of Jesus to- that God told me to in the past. I don't want anyone to be affected by me not obeying God, God is awesome and I want them to all know Him and the love shown by Jesus on the cross, than he went on to defeat hell and rose from the dead to save us all, even though not one of us deserve it..
So since I can't have a do-over- I will strive to obey God at all times and His grace and mercy covers me. I will bear more fruits than ever, continually giving my life as a sacrifice, because none of this is in vain. Without Jesus I would of never been able to get up from all that has been sent to tare me down and destroy me. I know where my help comes from and following Jesus I will never, ever have a reason to be ashamed!