There Is No World To Give......
Speaking Life Back Into Your HeartClick thumbnail to view full-size
We say we love our significant others and it shows when they possess pain that has been hidden. Secrets needing to be brought to the surface, recognizing the obvious fear of shedding light on that day perspectives were tainted. Life changed and I notice, I have no idea what happened, I am outside looking in and I can't help but question. I see anger being a beast, unleashed in an instant and I see uneasiness when I take her home. Saying I'm taking her home seems like a threat from the look in her eye. I see fear and I see pain that has had enough. The pain is ready to be released, It is rising to the surface like dolphins and whales come to release that water from that hole on top of their heads. There is no stopping cause her spirit is ready for joy, her spirit is ready to heal and talking about it is the first step. I feel like it's my duty to help her begin the process because my love for her desires happiness and joy to illuminate that beautiful smile. Let's begin...
Just Want You To Love Again
The weight of the world
On the shoulders of an adolescent girl
Carried to an age that is ripe
The pain of knowing something ain't right
Maturing and seeing the lie that was accepted
Wanting yearning to speak out loud cause the silence is killing her slowly but deeply from the inside out. Parasitic in nature a child who's resemblance is that of the liar who tried to pay with gifts now he's attempting to take what is the greatest gift under normal circumstances but this is the worst place to be seeing the face of the violater in the face of innocence deeper than a bystander more like the product of, a terrible event, shaping her future on a foundation of sand. Destined to crumble the DNA removes all doubt but the fatal turn left only darkness but light always shines through. The tears hurtful and painful being passed down through generations appreciation is hard when the gift is a production of a trespass that was never atoned for. THREATS OF MISERY, made what used to be home into a place intolerable by the smiling face that was once displayed, The innocent child that has no reason to despise the soul from which she was created. THE MOM holding onto a parasitic secret each year each substance doesn't remove one tear. They flow on that birthday year after year. They ask for the world but that world was taken so there is no world to give. The healing hasn't been felt but the healing process has begun there is a road that must be traveled more tears will unravel refusing to be withheld and the true victory will be the day no shame to scream and yell the truth her truth so that her soul can finally heal. Questions her actions. Am I doing the right thing. She is told, " the truth will set you free " She barely believes cause the pain is soo great her shame is thick blinding her view now that she is facing her truth....... To be continued