Fruitee and Beanie - that's their pet name for each other. To the eyes of people around them - they are an almost perfect couple. When they are together, love is really in the air. There is spark that radiates in their eyes and from the way they move, one can really say that they are deeply in-love. Moreover, being kind-hearted and God fearing are just two of their qualities that those around them admires.
However, in a blink of an eye their relationship ended. There are numerous factors that resulted to their break-up. Factors that nobody expected they experienced when they seem to be in "Heaven" when they are together. The root of their break-up is so complex that only the two of them know. They do not broadcast the trials that they undergo when they are still together.
Being in silent trauma, moving on is something Fruitee cannot do. Though Beanie was able to go on with his life, still, Fruitee was deeply wounded and cannot accept the break-up. For her, it is a total failure in life.
Now, her being is still aching. She still asks herself - "WHAT SHOULD I DO IN MY LIFE WITHOUT HIM?" And feel worthless every end of the day.
There are always ups and downs in our life. Something inevitable in our day to day life. Most often, it is the down turn where we focus on. We do not consider the lighter side of life. The filling of dismay is so prominent that only the dark side is what we can see.
However, despite all the negative events/occurences in my life, there is one thing I always tell myself and HIM who is above us - it is to say "THANK YOU!" Thank you for giving me the opportunity to live until now and and continue the search for the meaning of Life...
I do hope that you feel the same way - being thankful for being ALIVE.