I'm so confused (trigger warning)
I'm so Confused
I want to go back home. To where you felt like you wanted me all the time. I wish I knew how I fucked up to make this shit in the first place.
I'm so Fucking stupid. Why did I ever think someone could Love me. I'm a loser. I'm lousy. Apparently, I need to grow up and all I want to do is die.
I can't even kill myself. How sad is it to live and not want to and can't kill yourself to end it?? I'm always going to be alone. So why did I want Love so badly if all it does is hurt?
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